.Monday, December 20, 2010 ' 8:52 AM Y
i love being around you
as much as i dont want it
i really wannna support her.
feeling really scared tht i might lose her.
Lord its gonna be the final round, if its Your will then let her get in,
.Friday, December 17, 2010 ' 9:30 PM Y
i love being around you
feeling frigging moody right now sigh
why do I keep messing up, why am I so reckless...
Praying that things would turn out alright.
.Wednesday, December 15, 2010 ' 7:25 AM Y
i love being around you
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT
at this rate, I'll never be able to collect my reward. sigh
. ' 12:33 AM Y
i love being around you
NOOOOOOOOOarghh it's only half way throught the month and i'm almost broke already
don't even know where i'm gonna get the money to her present sigh :(
really hoping everything would be perfect this christmas.
praying that God would provide!
.Sunday, December 12, 2010 ' 12:45 PM Y
i love being around you
arghhhhhhhhhhhhdon't know why I feel so moody when she said she wanted to join SIA :(
somehow I really want to give her my full support and be there for her
yet a part of me wishes she just stay right here.
praying hard God to show both of us of what He has planned.
.Saturday, December 11, 2010 ' 3:40 AM Y
i love being around you
oh you make me smile (:and no matter how bad my day goes
you never fail to put a smile on my face
even if it's just quietly sitting next you, listening to you rant or just watching you sleep so soundly.
I Thank God for every moment spent with you (:
(:
.Thursday, December 09, 2010 ' 11:28 PM Y
i love being around you
girl, you're so one in a millionit's gonna be another long and tiring weekend
and my ankle's still hurting like hell
looking forward to eve's birthday (:
AND YES. I AM DETERMINED TO LOSE WEIGHT THIS TIME!!
diet diet diet (:
if you'd just hold my hand.
.Sunday, December 05, 2010 ' 8:04 PM Y
i love being around you
the past few days have been really tiring
feel totally burnt out so much that I nearly dozed off while driving
I NEED SLEEEEEEP
. ' 4:36 PM Y
i love being around you
someone once said,
a relationship is more than just feelings, it's about commitments.
and everyone ask me why do I do so much,
because I want what's best for her, because I love her
even if it's outside my comfort zone,
even if I struggle to make ends
you (:
.Saturday, December 04, 2010 ' 5:12 AM Y
i love being around you
Thank you God for reminding once again.
Its hard to change my way of living all at once
but with You, all things are possible! (:
Thanks God.