[JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x];BEWARE OF CARS, THEY BANG PEOPLE DOWN

.Saturday, May 27, 2006 ' 2:10 AM Y

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lets see today was great -ithink,
anyway MT PRAC sucks totally, its D&T btw,
and and the teacher is OMG T_T
anyway that teacher was kinda funny today
during lecture he suddenly run out of class
'i got tummyache, i go toilet first' HAHAAH
where in the world would u get a teacher like that.
and the quiz, i mean 'copying test' was great.
everyone was like 'TEACHER the front people copy'
den he will walk to the front 'DON'T CHEAT HOR'
den all of us will like faster share the answers.
and thank you Freddie for sharing your answers with us.
our grades depends on you,
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU. :P

ohya today, i officially declare that i failed my 2nd test.
FREAKING HELL, its like SO HARD LAAA.
and i'm like clueless over the whole topic,
AND WORSE OF ALL, they got like 4 sets of test papers
then i cannot copy my partners work T_T,
BAD BAD TEACHERS.

hmm lets see after i kinda went for tennis training,
alrights maybe not training, fridays are for the BEGINNERS.
AND AND i'm so happy, AKU IS INTERMEDIATE :P
anyway after tennis, i went to hang out with the seniors at kap,
damn cute people la, p.s sky and kelvin are crazy; THEY EAT LIKE LOADS OF WASABI.
scottie, i should introduce u to them. they bought lots of sushi,
and this cup of wasabi,then when they eat the maki thingy.
they spread it on the sushi like kaya.AND ITS ALOT.
and andd they eat it like no ones business. SCARYY

anyway today i found out some tennis politics too,
NEVER STEAD WITH A GIRL IN YOUR CCA; AHAHAHA
and some negative stuff about the school team.
anyway whatever comes my way. i'm gonna freaking train hard
and own everyones ass in school team. LALALA :P
somebody stop meee--hh (mask)

too you know who. no one asked you to read my blog.
so u can jolly well keep your comments to yourself.
don't judge and comment on other people when u don't know how it feels.
i don't need your opinions, neither do i need your sympathy.
maybe one day you'll get to go through what i'm going through now.
please save you're comments.
it will be much appreciated.

TOO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE
butta; GET WELL SOON MY EX. HAHAHAAH
loser; cheerios!
somebody; smiles!
xing, chris,wlong; eee u all put kut don't go school de. T_T
edwin; i'm gonna win the np pool compy btw
girl; take care of yourself ya
scottie; green colour poo means you got maggots in u, and you're dying u know? :S
teddy; hohoho more movies okie!! YOU'RE BEING MISSED
surf; hello boss, <>
too those missed out, hugs n kisses for you!

[`\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]
Everynight i'll send a secret prayer up above, Just for You.
sun go down le,
ice cream melt le,
but elmo's still here :)

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.Thursday, May 25, 2006 ' 12:25 AM Y

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the beautiful life i once had seems so far away
the world i used to dwell in seems to be crashing down on me.
walls which once stood so tall are closing on me.
the colourful skies which i once painted are turning grey.
the only love i knew, i threw it all away.

i hadn't been careful so that explains all this shit i'v got into.
instead of facing my problems, i'm actually escaping from them.
and the hole i used to dig to put my flower pot in,
i actually fell inside and buried myself.
i'm feeling so stucked up inside, and i don't know what to do.
to be exact, i don't feel anything ,because i'm practically NUMB.
and all this shit that has been happening recently,
i guess have a truck load of them in my backyard.

weilong once told me 'he lost too many things in life'
'and he doesn't want to lose anything anymore'
but u see, i can't see this happening in my life.
in the first place, nothing was ever mine.
no matter how hard i try, i guess i'v losted forever.
i want you back in my life.
but i guess thats not possible anymore.
i'v wasted too many chance and all i have is myself to blame.

somebody tell me what to do,
anyone.

[`\____JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]
So this is how different life turned out to be, without you.

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.Wednesday, May 24, 2006 ' 1:32 AM Y

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well today was just like any other day -ithink.
despite the fact that i did stay back and study, haha.
anyway today lunch was really fun!!
damn those buggers ;edwin,xing and chris.
they can be nominee's for best leading actor and actress.
anyway today we kinda talked ALOT, the conversations were alright.
but all of us were kinda engrossed, but anyways
we talked for like so freaking long lo,
and when i checked the time it was already 1.05 lo. LATE FOR CLASS.
then i was like 'EHH SHIT WE LATE FOR CLASS LE'
'how the hell u all talk until so happy one',
den poor me remembered all 3 of them end school already.
WHAT THE HELL, nowonder all so clever la,
everyone can talk until so happy cause they don't have lessons.
WORST OF ALL, i don't have a time table.
so i had to run and check the time table online,
freaking hell when i reached class it was like 1.20 odd.
DAMNNNN.

anyway im down with this really bad tummy ache.
AS IN REALLY BAD, its like some recurrence of that diarhheo i had a few days ago.
and its really really irritating, its like PMS i think, HAHAHAHA
alrights im exeggerating, but its really painful.

ohway today i stayed back in school to do HOMEWORK.
yes yes, please say elmo's a very good boy now.
and i kinda made new friends with erm,
jiv - kind friendly guy
desmond - i shall not comment, but he sure is like someone i know :P
in a negative way though, hahaha but no regrets knowing him,
he's friendly, and doesn't bite.
some mass com girl - whom i don't know the name
and another girl called 'something ying'
loser and mat nooh was there too!!
anyway im really happy with myself,
because i actually did my MOL,
alright maybe 1/2 way through weilong came and taught me how to cheat.
BUT I DID ALOT MYSELF ALRIGHTS?

anyway my day wasn't that awesome as it seems.
last night mummy and daddy had a quarrel.
its been like ages since they yelled and shouted.
SCARRY.
but i shall be a good boy and not interfere with adult things.
OH YA!! daddy slept in my room, he kinda got booted out from his bed.
LOL cute right, but anyway he's snoring was like so freaking loud.
AND I COULD'NT GET TO SLEEP.

another thing is weilong, yes a good friend indeed.
but if u ever see this. i'd really hope you stop talking about certain things.
i know you mean no harm. but it really affacts me.
i know i don't show it physically, but inside its really hurting.
i'm really envious of you, and u know it too.
and i'm glad that things are turning out good for you.
i'm happy that you and her are doing great, really am.
but if u could just see things the way i did.
it would be really appreciated that u don't mention anything infront of me.
i don't want to think so much already. at this point, NOW.
my lifes is in a mess, my studies, my friends, my lifes.
and more importantly, my family.
i'm so stressed out with everything, and i'm confused.

i don't know if i should be saying this, but people
keep my mum in prayers will you?
i'm worried, really am. and i hope everyone could just say a lil prayer.
God has his ways.

hmm where are u when i need you.
you know there's so many things i want to tell you.
i'v lost you, and i bet its forever.

[`\____JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]
Everynight, i send a secret prayer up above, just for You.

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.Monday, May 22, 2006 ' 11:59 PM Y

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well today has been a very long long day,
and i'm really really tired.
anyway school was quite a funny day.
ermm today we kinda searched our friends laptop
when he went to the toilet. OMG OMG OMG
guess what, his freaking laptop filled with PORN.
AHAAHAH WTH LO. before that he's like.
'Aiya u all won't find it one, i put it in a secret folder'
secret my ass, LOL the first thing i open, inside all his porn.
TOTALLY OMG, den we were like laughin the shit out of ourselfs lo.
its like 'TEACHER come here, we share with u good things'
TOTALLY FUNNY. AHAHAHAAH

anyway soccer trainin was quite tedious today.
i was like sweating like a pig lo, pratically drenched!
and and today the weather kinda ^*^*#$!@#.
when i wanted it to be drizzling during soccer, it was freaking HOT.
and when i wanted it to be 'hot'? during tennis, it freaking rained.
GRRRRR i hate the weather!!

anyway today, i met someone.
i didn't know what went wrong,
there was like this rush of adrenaline flowing through me.
i was really really happy, but the words just couldn't come out.
i was afraid, afraid that i might say something wrong.
i know i'm the worlds greatest let down, i'm sorry.
i'v upset u too much, and i don't want to be a burden to u anymore.
not you, not anyone.

when u walked passed me, all i could was just stand there helplessly,
just like the other time i let you walk away.
there i was just standing, and thinking of how big a moron i am.
xxx is right, i'm officially declared a imbecile.
i'm lost, and i don't like it.

SOMEBODY TELL ME WHAT TO DO.
HELP!!

[`\____JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
i'v been talking you, but u never realised.
i doubt you would talk to me,

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.Saturday, May 20, 2006 ' 10:31 PM Y

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i am really really exhausted!!
i'm like training almost everyday.
and my whole body is aching.
i'v got like muscle aches everywhere,
and i my hand really hurts,
the moment i clench my fist, OUCHH
i think i kinda over exerted a lil,
and one of my fingers is like kinda swollen -ithink
the bone thingy hurts alot,

anyway thank God i don't have training tml,
if not i'll pratically die during training,
and p.s yesterday's training WAS TIRING,
alright actually it wasn't training.
i was actually stroking with my new friend bennadict!
cool dude, and i think he's gonna be my tennis buddy already!
not forgetting f*cker joel, AHAAHAH.

anyway today was like freaking funny,
i went down to play soccer with joel and freeman.
DARN joel is freaking gross lo, he burps freaking LOUD.
really really LOUD, and he can burp and say A B C D E etc etc
at the same time, its like damn cool lo!
and he was like complaining to us the whole time.
'Wa that f*cker ram so hard, *and starts cursing*
LOL seriously, i still think he is damn ah-beng lo.
but looks are deceiving, to even think he told me
'I thought i was the only good boy in class'
and to add on, he's like quite a church dude, and he does all his hw.
its like WTH LO, first impression of him on day 1.
'Sian my class got pai kia liao, look at him, earing'
'face so xialan, must be some 100% gangster le'
'i bet he smokes lo, and he seriously look like some drug addict'
LOL but anyway i love joel!! p.s u suck in dota =X LOL

anyway yes back to my day, after that i went to play tennis
with denis, ivan, butter and denis's parents.
GRRRRR i swear to myself, the next time i see her dad,
i aint gonna lose already, &%&^(%$#!!
and not forgetting,
*shout out* IM GONNA WIN JASMINE WITHIN 6mnths!
okie maybe less then that, im not gonna lose to a girl anymore!!

alrights i think im getting kinda long winded already.
its like only 10.30 and im freaking tired already.
i think im gonna sleep really really soon,
GOOD NIGHT PEEPS.

ohya i guess love is like when u not knowingly
go out of the way to do things for somebody?
hahax ohwells, nights everyone.

Dear somebody, if you ever see this.
hopefully one day you'll come back into my life.
hopefully. i miss the life i once had,
i'm missing it all. but i really don't know what to do.
i'm scared, i'm afraid, i'm sorry.
maybe e**** was right, if no one takes the initiative,
nothings gonna happen, maybe i should, but i just don't know how.
maybe i should just take up the dare she dared me too,
GRRRR DON'T DARE ME U PIG!

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]
i guess it wasn't u talking after all.

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.Friday, May 19, 2006 ' 12:22 PM Y

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i think now i'm really screwing up in my studies.
as in TOTALLY.
first of all i don't understand any shit in class.
functions,vectors,algebra, etc etc. . .
secondly the air conditioning in np is really good,
i tend to fall asleep after 15mins.
thirdly the lectures are kinda BORINGGG.

anyway guess what i flung my maths test!!!
COOL YA? to even think i score B3 for maths
and A2 for accounts, guess how much i scored for the maths quiz
erm like 4/25 , haha.
and F*CK i think i'm the only person that has to go for
remedial class lo >.<>
-SCREAMS-

ohwells who cares about remedial, FAT HOPE on seeing me there.
anyway today was kinda COOL, i gave xing, chris, and weilong a big treat.
those pigs eat so much, GLUTTONS. what can i say.
anyway lunch was GREAT, we were like practically laughing the whole time.
we actually talked about our childhood, FARTING, and other stuff.
and YES, me and chris are down with a very bad run of diarhheo,
REALLY REALLY BAD. thanks to the Meat ball noodles the day before.

Scenerio:
Me: Sian my stomach very pain, i got diarhheo
Chris: EHH really ar? ME ALSO LEI
Chris: i like shit more then 7 times yesterday
Me: I don't even dare to fart lo
Me: the shit machiam water one. cannot slow release.
-everyone laughs-
Yada
Yada
and he continues to tell me about his shit.
LOL SERIOUSLY, DAMN THAT BOWL OF NOODLES LO.
From now on, please stay away from canteen 2's Noodle shop.

anyway the rest of the day was alright,
i had like self tennis training from 5-8 by myself at the court
and after that i walked around the school looking at all the other CCA's
and guess what, i saw someone, HAHAHA TOTALLY CUTE.
i think that kinda made my day just seeing that,
i was like laughin the shit out of myself; (Silently)
VERY CUTEEE!!! HAAHAHAHAAHA T_T

hmm i guess i'm just thinking too much,
maybe its not you after all,
i miss the life i once had.

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
I guess its not you after all.

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.Tuesday, May 16, 2006 ' 10:55 PM Y

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i am totally exhausted; P-O-O-F-E-D.
sports for 4 days in a row is really really tiring,
and im getting muscle aches all over!
i'm like this rusty old car parked in the garage for like forever?
and now i'v got to run a race, just hear the sound creaking from my ass
POOOT ;hahax oops.

anyway weilong lost his handphone, HAHAHA
*elmo laughts at weilong*
poor weilong, i shan't tell u where we're eating every other day
so you're on your own, loner u shall be...
OKIE OKIE i won't be that mean, i'm a good boy *grins*
ohya today buddy fiona asked me "are u gay with weilong or something?"
HAHAAH YES WE ARE GAY...
just like strawberries we will grow bigger and bigger
redder and redder
sweeter and sweeter.
ni yi kuo wo yi kuo,
WO MEN YONG YUAN BU FEN SHOU..AHAAHAHAAH
parden me for my gayness.
but sadly i'm not gay, so GAYS OUT THERE, i know i'm a good catch
so i know this is gonna break ur hearts...

anyway i'v got good news!!!
after 3 weeks of school, i'v finally finished my first
maths online tutorial ; Algebra!!! HIP HIP HOORAYYY

anyway schools kinda dronning.
the past few days has been really really crazy.
i'm like so filled up with thoughts and its really moronic.
like what weilong says 'studies first, cca 2nd, ??? 3rd"
its hard alright? and i'm missing out on so much.
if God planned for us -ilitterally.
i miss the life i once had.

OH YA SOMETHING FUNNY HAPPENED YESTERDAY.
damn, ytd during lunch i kinda screwed up.
first of all i was eating the japanese thingy.
and it comes with this hot plate shit.
and everything was okie while eating.
until it happened.
when i was just about to put the spoon into my mouth
my elbow touched the hot plate.
OUCH!!! F*CK,
and i seriously jumped up, and POOOF
all the rice in my spoon flew into my face.
and thank you, xing,weilong,chris,edwin
for laughing at me... ITS SO EMBARRESSING!!

its only 10.50 i'm heading to bed right after this.
no dota, no msn, no tv, just SLEEP.
i'm like deprived from lots of sleep .

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
i can't unlove you. -kenny rogers

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.Monday, May 15, 2006 ' 1:11 AM Y

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last night i had a good chat with a aquintance of mine.
anyway ,we talked alot -ithink
and came along the topics of certain stuff.
yes that left me stumped and awkward.
she asked me about x x x x x
and obviously i told her about it.

anyway maybe she's right, i'm too pessimistic.
i don't know whats happening in my life.
i have no clue just whats happening.
maybe i was at fault all this time.
maybe it wasn't them who moved away, it was me who drifted.
everythings so different now, and i hate it.
maybe things were always that simple
just that i saw it in a different way, and made it complicated.
i don't know why this is happening,
why am i so afraid to face so many things when nothing actually happened.
i'm sorry, really am.

she's right i lost the 2 people i care for most.
and it really hurts alot.
things don't go the way u want it to.
if it did, it would be a dream, not a life.

ever heard of the phrase,
if you're important to someone,
he or she would feel the lost of your prescence when you're not around.
maybe i'm not that important after all.
do u know how it feels when things don't go your way.
and no matter how hard u try, it just screws u up.
i'm really trying girl, but it seems im not getting anywhere.

[`\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
shitloads and more ;bad day

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.Saturday, May 13, 2006 ' 12:27 AM Y

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movie marathon was very tiring!!
darn i thought it was some free and easy event.
but i was wrong, the rules and stuff were CRAZYT
7pm - 7am all u get is one 5mins break.
and you're not allowed to close your eyes for like 5 secs?
and anddd no listening no mp3 etc etc.

anyway yes 15 teams participated and at 7am
only 2 teams were left competing, other teams were
either disqualified or dropped out.
and my group was one of the 2!!
but damn we didn't win; those frigging questions were too hard to answer
ohwells all in all it was great.

anyway that night, i once again broke another promise i made
whether it mattered or not to the person i made it too, i feel guilty.
this promise was never to watch 40 year old virgin.
and i'v been keeping this promise for hell of a long time.
though there were occations when my friends were watching it;
i backed out. but anyway damn! the first freaking movie they played was
40 year old virgin, now i know why u told me not to watch it T_T
i'm sorry.

ohwells lets see we watched 40 year old virgin, chronicles of narnia
silence of the lamb, mr and mrs smith, troy.
and i have to comment silence of the lamb is the most
FREAKING DISGUSTING SHOW.
totally disgusting and gruesome.
and thank u weilong for punching me the whole time.
u are successful in not letting me sleep..because i was in pain.
and now my whole body is filled with bruises.

anyway during one of the movies, i came across one particular phrase.
i'm not sure of which movie it was, but here it goes.
'when it comes to the end, we often thing about the beginning'
how true is it, just close your eyes and think of the beginning.
remember the times we talked all night.
remember the times when i sang lullabies to you.
remember the times we tickled and stared at each other.
remember the times when i would just call to say goodnight.
i miss the life i once had, i miss it all.
but i guess she's already with someone else.
and i no matter how hard i try, i just can't help but turn back and look.

OHYA tommorrow i'll be heading to JCC for my first tennis lesson.
and after that i guess i'll be going to bukit batok to check out
the civil servants club :)

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
you're still ringing in my head.

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.Thursday, May 11, 2006 ' 12:29 AM Y

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The past few days has been quite fun i think;
with the on going of Ngee Ann World Cyber Gaming,
i'v been quite pre-occupied skipping lessons just to play in the competition.
anyway yes my team of 'friends' i don't really know
made it into the top 4; well done guys
i'm kinda amused we made it so far.
before this competition i thought winning 1 match
would be a great achievement.
but progressing so far, GOOD JOB.
even though we got trashed in the semi's
we had fun! yeahhh

ohwells lets see today i went shopping with my sis at queens way
SEE I LOVE MY SISTER; such wonder brother sister love
awwww envious guys?
anyway i bought my new racket, Williams N6
I AM SO OBSESSED WITH IT
and it costed me $210, but its money well spent! -ithink
and after shopping, something funny happened
when we left queens way to get a cab home;
the taxi stand were full, the sidewalks were filled
with hands sticking out trying to flag cabs.
so me (the smarter of the siblings) came up with an idea
'Lets just walk down that way until we get a cab'
'Waiting at the taxi stand will take ages'
so we start walking and walking and walking,
and we're like walking infront of people who are trying to get cabs too
that must really tick them off, anyway DAMNIT
the stupid thing is, we walked for like 30mins?
it was like
me: 'hey got people there...lets walk infront of them'
sister: 'okie lets walk'
-walks past yhem-
sister: 'ehh lets walk further, those people can see us'
then after like waiting for christmas
we're like GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...where are we...
-looks at HDB flat; RED HILL-
WHAT THE HELL? WE WALKED ALL THE WAY TO RED HILL T_T
i bet we're the cutest siblings on this planet!

sometimes i wonder if the things u write and say are for me.
if they are; i'm sorry. i never thought things would end up this way
if they are; could u tell me? hint me, don't leave me hanging.
but if they'r not; i'm sorry...maybe i'm just thinking too much.
when i'm asleep; you're in my dreams
and when im awake; you're in my thoughts.
sorry.

girl if u ever see this, why can't u say anything else
besides 'nitex' ; i miss talking to you.
i miss biting you. talk to me will you?
ask me how i am; anything.
if u don't know;... i'm missing u idiot.

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
Take me away from this empty apartment
yellowcard

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.Tuesday, May 09, 2006 ' 1:40 AM Y

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Mondays sure are kick ass man!
Sports and wellness 3-5
Tennis training 5-9
THATS FREAKING 6hrs under the sun..
alrights here i am exeggerating again.
maybe the sun goes down at 6+
BUT STILL, damn those light bulbs sure are making me tanner.
hoho so the new list of vocab i'v got is
sun tanning, moon tanning & LIGHT BULB TANNING.
its like some incubation of a chicken egg
HOTT!! just like my tennis captain; OOPS!

and hell yeah im getting a tennis coach most probably starting
this weekend!! cool yeah? i wanna be the NP star!!
and i aint gonna lose to the captain anymore;
LOSING TO GIRLS ARE DISGRACEFUL..AHAHAAH
i shall do us MAN proud; =X

and i think im just a coward; someone who doesn't have balls!
the recent testicular trauma has left me running away from things
eugenes right about me; spot on there.
all i do is just act like a coward and pretend nothing happened
i do my daily chores i lead my life; but when i face to face with problems
i'm stumped; and there i am left in a dilemma.
its really hard to go by such things,but when it by passes you ;after avoiding it
u just can't help but turn around and just look at it.
praying hard that it will come back.
but thats life; such chances don't come by just because u want it to.
i lost you, and i bet its forever.

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
Run elmo run -extracts from forest dumb
you're always in my prayers. promise

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.Monday, May 08, 2006 ' 12:41 AM Y

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Lets see its been kinda long since i last blogged,
any i'v been kinda busy lately,
be it sleeping in class, playing, looking at girls, etc etc
OOPS, hahax joking, anyway yes life has been really really hectic
school, tennis, games, friends, pool, everything!
and at this rate, i'll be an raggert old man at the age of 20!
cool huh, LOL

ohwells lets see school is kinda fun yet boring?
haha contridictions! but indeed school has its pros and cons
i'v got loads of friends in school, and i just love my class to bits!
p1c2 for the win guys! and not forgetting my loveable group of friends
whom i hang out with ;norman chris xing eugene weilong edwin,
yeah man we rock! too the core that is.
but on the other hand school lectures and tutorials are BORING!
and when i say boring, trust me, you just doze off in class.
alrights maybe that just applies to me, because im the only one
who sleeps in class, anyway HOMEWORK! nothing good about it either
i'v done 4 maths quizz questions! a very big improvement =X
im still on tutorial and most of my class are on revision.
congrats to elmo, and guess what; of the 4 questions i got 2 correct only!
see im good huh, i passed! 50% okie.

anyway lets see my time table is kinda screwed up as well.
monday i go to school at 1pm - 5pm
tuesday 9am-5pm
wednesday 10am-5pm
thursday 9am-3pm
friday 10am-5pm
i kinda hate my timetable because i have to wake up 1hr before school!!
NOOOO, there goes my be-a-u-ty sleep.

and yes after much thought, i'v decided on my cca! -ithink
i'll be joinin Tennis as my first cca, and students sports council
as my second cca, yeah man i'm gonna rock np!
and yes that means my weekly timetable is PACKED.
with the additions of drum courses, private tennis coaching
cca, school, going out with friends.
I AM A BUSY MAN, da mang ren!! woooo

anyway i guess it wasn't that hard to choose my cca
i thought soccer, rock climbing and vollyball weren't my sport. -ithink
but yes for some reasons or another, tennis sure stands out!
and hopefully there will be loads of chicks there. YEAHH
and guess what i played tennis with the school captain today.
3hrs of tennis! oh my;; my whole body is aching,
and to make things worse, i got IS and Sports n wellness tml,
3pm-5pm and after that its tennis trainig 5pm-7pm, HOLY COW.
and yes about today, CAPTAIN...
hmm boy? no its a GIRL, yeah man. (extra info; GIRL not BUTCH)
not some lesbian shit or some bisexual, its a girl!
and she's kinda hot i think, and guess what she's my age! *hints*
hahax alrights joking, anyway she trashed my ass in tennis.
damn, im gonna make a promise right now! i aint gonna lose out to her
even though she's the captain, im gonna train real hard! AND I WILL SURPASS HER.

oh ya movie marathon is coming this thursday! man i can't wait
its like 6 movies in one night? 7pm thurs - 7am friday
COOL, and yes u stand to win prizes!! and to add on
my buddy babies are accompaning me too!!!
norman eugene chris xing elmo weilong, and maybe the additions
of jamie, jamie's hot friend, loser and edwin
WE ARE TOTALLY GONNA KICK BUTT!
people watch out for some popcorn fight in the theatre!!!
HOOOOOOOOOO!

anyway some side comments, it seems to me the worlds is falling apart
i see people quarrelling, getting involved with all this sad shit and stuff.
man whatsup!! the ceiling obviously,
anyway eugene broke up with his girlfriend yesterday, AHAHA LOSER.
alrights i won't be bad, just cause she left u for a lamp post, but hey! we can be gays!
AHAHAAH, anyway after chatting to him and stuff, yeah i kinda agree
its hard to make commitments now, we should just go flirt around
not like some pre-madonna thingy, but maybe a pre-justin timberlake?
yeah man! and yes NP is filled with CHICKS, atria, library,canteen 1 and 2
HEAVENLY, just open your eyes, WOOHOOOO that sure is letting me
keep my mind off things i shouldn't think of, but still
its really hard to go by my daily life, i mean how long can i run away
i don't want to, but neither do i want to face you. maybe i should just
hide behind a tree everytime we meet, (idea; make a paper cut board tree! TAH DAH)
this game of cherade aint getting anywhere, im still so filled with thoughts.
and im not going anywhere; and yes to add on, all this dreams of you;
i'v had enought; this recurring pain and thoughts, no more.
i might not be like some impact on your life
but you are to mine, and its totally screwed! as it bing bang boom!
some major accident on the express way, with ME the only casualty,
life is different, so different that i need a teacher to teach me the facts of life.
whatever God has planned for us; illiterally. Give thanks.
stay happy and smile always.

to someone out there, if u ever read this.
you know i'm really trying very hard, i message you
but to no avail, i guess thats how things are gonna be,
we'll just walk out seperate lives, just like this.
you're happy and so am i -not.
i'll say it now, i'll say it again. i miss you, i miss you.

and yes; i'v been wanting to say this for a very long time.
i guess love isn't about giving up the things you like doing,
yes sacrifices are inevitable,
just loving the things you do and loving the only person you love?
doesn't sound right, but ya. its all in the hands of God.
when the time is right; everything will just fall in place.

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
Should i stay or turn around and RUN,

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.Wednesday, May 03, 2006 ' 1:00 AM Y

i love being around you

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

yellowcard -breathing,
I LOVE THIS SONG,esp this part.

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___X]
reminiscences.
if God planned for us;

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