.Friday, March 31, 2006 ' 10:36 AM Y
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.yesterday not only people turned their backs on me;
even the internet did, and that was a total turn off.
Things started of with friendster;
i was posting a survey on the bulletin board;
another 60qn question; imagine the time/
i typed everything out one time; but accidentally pressed
'BACK' instead of 'POST'
so i thought it was alright; i did it again and pressed 'POST'
'Sorry your bulletin contained some *****' WTH?
thank God i saved the document on a doc.
But the spacing was tedious; and i posted.
The same thing happened again; on my 4th try.
i used * to replace some words :)Tripod also screwed up; i wanted to upload a song. but i kept having errors.so i upload and delete; lots of time. i got fed up so i used my brothers com.when it was finally uploaded; guess what it showed on the screen'Upload successful'Please Note: You are no longer an authorized member of Tripod. You have been removed because your web site violated our Terms of Service or you chose to self-delete. For more information, click here.I kept having problems msn; my com suffers from a raregenetic disorder called 'i dislike 'dumb' syndrome' its rare and i don't know who spread it..'your message was unable to be sent' >.<Dota turned its back too; i wanted to play with my friendsbut the freaking programme crashed; and my dearfriends did not wait for me.Cbox was screwed up too...i tried putting 2 chat boxes in my blogbut yes; i was unsuccessful. i kept having the same freaking problems.its complicated!but regards to ed who i had fun shutting him up;butta who was 'irritating & naughhty; -ms swan styleteddy who was trying to be the clever oragiser and advisor; surf who told me his CHUNT PATTERN things.and last and the least 'Loser' you have achieve the 'let the winner wait; and get him all mad from waiting'thanks :) regards to other i have not mentioned, thanks againand seriously last; my beloved 'dumb' who passed away today..i miss you darling.[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]WELCOME TO MY LIFE.
. ' 12:25 AM Y
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Have you ever felt like breaking down.Have you ever felt you're out of place, like somehow u just don't belong here.Have you ever felt your worlds crashing down on you; and all you can do is helplessly just watch it come down on you.Have you ever felt like u never existed in this world. Have you ever thought your life was so colourful but it was only total darkness?
Have you ever felt like locking yourself in your room.Have you ever felt like running away; when just going to the park for hours would keep you off from thinking.Have you ever screamed so loud but no one was there to hear you screaming. Have you ever hid in a corner of your room; just tearing away, with the walls remaining silent. have you ever turned the music so loud; but all you hear was yourself crying.
Have you felt that everything was alright when the fact nothing was. Have you ever felt your life was just like a movie; feelings was just the characters but not in reality.Have you ever been kicked when you were down;and no hands came forward to help you. Have you ever felt you've been left out.
Have you ever felt you were stuck in a world you hate.Have you ever felt you were stranded all alone on an island.Have ever talked to a goldfish;and imagine replies you would want to hear.Have you ever played with your imaginary friend.
Have you ever felt you were sick of your friends; with all thier big fake smiles and stupid lies.Have you ever felt they all turned thier backs on you.Have you ever felt that they were just hypocrites.Have you ever felt they just took advantage of you.Have you ever felt like an old item;when they just left you for new things.Have ever felt so stupid;knowing that they were just using you. Have you ever felt you were lefted out in the dark. Have you ever felt you were never treated like a friend in return.Have they ever thought of thier actions.have you ever been stabbed in the back.
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Have you ever cherished your best friend so much;but just to know he/she was never there.Have you ever wish you could turn back time so all this would not have happened.Have you ever wished that he/she would be there for you;even in times of crisis.Have u ever thought he/she would leave you to find a new companion.Have you ever felt so hopeless in a friendship. Have you ever expected that one day things would turn out like this.Have you ever cherished me.
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Have you ever felt someone just took everything away from you.Have you ever wished that things would come back eventually.Have you ever thought something you once lost;would be of use again.
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Have you ever been hurt so much; but in reality you were numb and never felt a thing.Have you ever thought things could be the same;but in reality it never was.Have you ever wished all this never happened;and return to the past.Have you ever thought you were needed;but to think of it,he/she had never needed you.Have you ever felt you were first in que;but the fact is you were at the other end of the waiting list.Have you ever waited;but in the end things never came back.Have you ever wished he/she would come after you;but never came chasing.Have u ever felt he/she had nothing;but in reality was fed by the silver spoon.Have you ever needed me;do you.
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Have you ever been on the edge of breaking down;but no one was there to save you.Have you ever thought that everyone was praying for you;the truth, no one was.Have you ever wanted a companion;a confidente,someone to depend on.Have you ever thought i would write something like this;when all this were facts.
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nice one there; u all ask me play?
but in the end problems occured.
you guys don't know how to wait?
fine don't ask me to play next time.
thanks for wasting my time.
have you ever felt the way i feel;have you
you might think i'm happy,but i'm not gonna be okie.
Welcome to my life.
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
when you don't need me i'll stand aside.
but when you need me; i'll be there for you.
.Wednesday, March 29, 2006 ' 10:24 PM Y
i love being around you
screw the world, just everything...i'll say it now, and i'll say it again..nothings coming my way...nothinggbefore all this shit happened, life was great...now it's all screwed up....anyway things we'll go back ultimately?hmm first of all; things between me and idiot aren't that well -ithink, ever since that night..i'v been busy with work, she's been busy with work too...i know it went all wrong that night...and i'm really sorry...i didn't mean to scold anyone...'FUCK' didn't mean a thing...i just talked without thinking; my brain never existed that night..i'm sorry idiot...i didn't mean a thing i said...you know what i feel..so don't think too much -.-to edwin; i won and lost to you today; 5-3 2-7...good for you, God knows what happened to me back then...trust me you won't be so luckynext time on...i'm aiming much higher then you..DAMNIT i don't want to loseto eve; don't worry everyhing will be alright, trust me; i'll keep you in prayers.to xing and chris: hey im really glad everythings okie..you see everyone..I TOLD U everyhing would turn out fine...i'm always here for both of you, PROMISEto somebody; i waited;am waiting.but u never came back. whats on your mind; i want you back? talk to me will you? the way we used to.
Loser is always busy on the phone and damn her (this is an exception)scolding her just makes my day, give me the dictionary on bad words..by the way; i'm totally demoralised, exhausted..pissedwhatever u call it..and to make things worse something happened at home..when i came into my computer roomimgaine ; (my sister sitting at the study table, sparky in the room)then sparky starts coughing and stuff and im like laughin at him..HAHA SPARKY ARE U A DOG OR A PIG? :S he was really making strange noises..then being a 'good' dog...he came over to me..then i pat his head..DAMNIT U KNOW WHAT? he go n puke on my leg lo...he must have pre-planned it...looks are deceiving!![`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]girl, you know i miss you too; i'v got lots to tell you, but where to start?
.Tuesday, March 28, 2006 ' 10:42 PM Y
i love being around you
Well recently love has been in the air,yes i'v been talking about it much recently here.i'v read books, articles but stillwhat is love ultimately?teddy: Fak this love shit =/eLmo: its the trust and feelings for someone? someone who u know u can depend onguo wei: A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romancerider: love is jus a word.. its the passion that counts ster: when u actually think you know it, u don'twei keong: love is sweet at first ,aiya. love is smth tt no1 can live wifout LOSER: love is stupid!ronnie: love is just lovedumbdumb girl: grow up la ,love love love..eve: love sucsk!Today peter was talking about he and his girlfriend and then he mentioned.Do not mix girlfriends with your personal life, it will kill you.eg; Hey darling, lets go study after school (monday - friday)Hey darling lets go play maple (monday - friday)and then i was left thinking; how the hell are u going to maintain a relationshipwhen u don't even share the same interest.Some say, communication is very important in a relationship. but when you don't even share the same interest? what the hell are u going to talk about; don't tell me looking at one another is enought; YES i agree, but to a certain extant; don't tell meyour wife is just going to sit there like a mute next time.to be frank i don't know what i am typing, but im boredso please understand :Panyway the chalet was alright i guess;everyone please stop ranting about it..stop blaming christopher for everything.it aint his fault, just think.if u were in his shoes u would have felt the same.which boyfriend wouldn't want his girlfriendto spare him some attention,but its not xings fault either. you guys are just rubbin salt into the wounddon't be an idiot and start to comment about it.they are my role models!! SO STOP COMMENTINGit aint your business..go mind your own shit coming from your ass.i'm praying for u guys! :)[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]I promised never to lose faith in you, and I never will, despite whatever. When you need me, I'll be there. And when you don't, I'll just stand aside, await your call. Nothing will ever tear us apart, nothing.
.Monday, March 27, 2006 ' 8:18 PM Y
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*eXiT* [éLmø ã.k.å.JërêMÿ] ™ i feel great! says:
YES
*eXiT* [éLmø ã.k.å.JërêMÿ] ™ i feel great! says:
TABLE TENNIS IS NT UR THING
#4 CAPTAIN florence; Mr and Mrs Beaver says:
dumdum boi
#4 CAPTAIN florence; Mr and Mrs Beaver says:
girls is not your thing!
#4 CAPTAIN florence; Mr and Mrs Beaver says:
you so shi bai!
#4 CAPTAIN florence; Mr and Mrs Beaver says:
one girl oso cannot keep.. #4 CAPTAIN florence; Mr and Mrs Beaver says:
so shi bai!This was what my dear sister typed to me, so cool!!!at first i was gonna make fun of her nick, in the end >.< &%#*($W^@i love you dumb dumb girll, you're not good with guys also...(i miss u dear, i really really love you, good nights for the 1000 time in ur handphone)AHAHAHAHA[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x] don't make her sad, make her smile.
. ' 1:18 PM Y
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Congratulations you're finally in the spotlightyou're in the centre of all the controversy you've got everything now.but whatever happens, your actions won't affect me one bit.Because i'm all grown up, i'v matured[`\____Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\_____x]I promised never to lose faith in you,and I never will, despite whatever happens. When you need me, I'll be there. And when you don't, I'll just stand aside, awaiting your call. Nothing will ever tear us apart, nothing.
.Sunday, March 26, 2006 ' 3:07 AM Y
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FALSE alarm, ivan play; got no fire.50% of what i used to be =XIVAN is my 2nd role model, weeeeekeep your options open, [`\___Jux.The.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]this is where i stand;the edge of no existance
.Saturday, March 25, 2006 ' 11:15 PM Y
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eLmo: G_G for you surfivan: wa siao liaoivan: play till got fire.Well its not fun flirting around with girls, trust mebeen there done that.it's scary so don't follow in my footstepsAnyway girls/guys out there who are single,i'm not saying flirting around is wrong, it is a way to spark feelings.but, there are consequences for whatever you do.you don't go there looking to hurt people.What the problem in people now a days are;scenerio 1,A guy gets ditched by a girl, he decides to find all the bitches at clubsjust to drown his feelings. you don't use people as substitutes, this aint some sports you're doing people. scenerio 2,A guy/girl gets bored being, he/she starts to flirt with all the hot people around him/her.knowing he doesn't have any feelings for them. The opposite party falls for him/her.You see, this is whats happening nowadays. An advice to people.Love doesn't come everytime, so cherish your chances out thereIf you and her are meant to be together, you will end up with hereven if it means having ups and downs. You might not be with her now,but who knows what the future holds? ever seen those love movies?those alumni people coming back 10years later and falling in love?i don't know if its true, but hey life is full of suprises :)[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]i guess this is where i stand, mhmm
. ' 1:09 AM Y
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how my wish life was one of those disney movies [`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]a whole new worlds :D
.Wednesday, March 22, 2006 ' 3:18 PM Y
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5 Secrets to Staying In Love
Just about everyone wants to know how they can make their relationship better. They want to know how they can deepen the commitment and love between each partner. Unfortunately relationships are not something you can provide a "to do" sheet for and all will be solved, but with these five key secrets you can certainly improve your chances for getting all you desire out of your relationship.
Do things unexpectedly.
One key secret to a successful relationship is compromise. Meeting halfway on things shows your partner that you really do care about their viewpoint and you are willing to work on making each other happy. Every so often make it a point to do something that you normally would not agree to or feel like doing. When you keep your partner constantly surprised by your actions, you regenerate that "new love" feeling time and time again. So, when your partner asks if you want to try that new restaurant…say yes! If they ask if you want to try a new hobby…say yes!
Show your loyalty.
Nothing strengthens a relationship quite like watching your partner go to bat for you, especially against close friends or family members. It shows that you consider your relationship a team. If you harass one member of a team, you harass them all. When you side with other people against your partner you make them feel alienated and the seeds of hidden resentment become planted. You can show loyalty positively as well by bragging about your partner's recent accomplishments to friends and family.
Be supportive.
Challenges and opportunities are always going to occur. You can't stop them from happening. Hopefully for both of you the changes in your lives are positive ones. The secret key here is having a supporting and understanding mate in your corner to help you through your ups and downs. If you lose your job, it's quite a bit easier to bounce back when you have someone who's willing to support your choices and any new directions you might want to branch out to. If you want a career or lifestyle change, imagine the difference having someone who will carefully consider and support those changes? When your partner is presenting you with a challenge or an opportunity, treat them the way you'd want to be treated.
Maintain a healthy dose of individuality.
Personal time and space are essential to growing individually. Everyone one needs private time to do the things they want to do. It helps refocus attention to the priorities. Sometimes you or your partner may just need time to release emotions from a bad day, instead of bringing it home with them. Learning to respect and notice when your partner needs some individual time shows that you are committed to not only your relationship, but their long-term happiness as well.
Love your partner.
Love is obviously a crucial element in a successful long-term relationship. But having love isn't enough. You need to be in love. The phrase "love is a verb, not a noun" certainly applies here. Don't hesitate to write that quick love note, give that deep kiss, sit next to each other at a restaurant or hold hands in public. The little things go a long way towards establishing a deep, intimate connection with your partner. As simple as it sounds, this action is probably the most commonly overlooked and ignored.
Came across this article while browsing, so here i am sharing with you all,i agree to all off the above; thou there many factors in maintaining a relationship, this 5 factors do help out alot.so girls/guys out there i hope this helps u out :)[`\____Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
-rotting with maggots
. ' 12:59 AM Y
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ohh my i think i needa post something interesting soon,anyone got any topics they woulds like me to talk about?let wiseman elmo give u tips :P"hello mr tom"
"hi mr dick! how are you?"
"I'm great thank you! Where's mr hairy?"
"oh he's shaving his hair. it's grown all over his face."
"I see, how depressing. When are you dying?"
"soon, after you "[`\____Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]-i don't want to get between things
.Tuesday, March 21, 2006 ' 12:30 AM Y
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when u don't want me, i'll stay but when u want me, but don't need me, i'll leave[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]-confused;dilemma
.Monday, March 20, 2006 ' 9:42 AM Y
i love being around you
i LOVE uncle taxi drivers,espicially those who suck in englishthis happened on my what home from the dentistTaxi : Hello boy, good morningme : -smiles back-Taxi : where you going?me: Toh Yi Drivedriver starts to repeat himselfTaxi : Torrr yii livee . . . torr yi liveeme : -starts to wonder off-me: err uncle ar, its toh yi drive, at bukit timah thereTaxi : oh ya ya i know..LOL THIS IS SO HILARIOUS...i was thinking, erm do u actually know this place...SOUNDS like u don't know..hahahon the way home i my thoughts wondered even more..torr yi live; doesn't that sound like 'tuo yi laii?' LOLthis uncle must be a regualar at geylang, 'lai ahgirl, tuo yi lai' -grins- LOL!!![`\____Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]-dreamed of you
.Sunday, March 19, 2006 ' 11:54 PM Y
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i just thought of something,
today proved a point, it showed how inferior i was in soccer
i'm not the jeremy i used to be anymore.
one who represented singapore in various competitions
one who even trained in manchester united.
one who won many awards.
no more..its all gone..
i can't even kick for nuts..
im already 18 and i'm almost done for.
thats so cool :P
. ' 7:41 PM Y
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Recently i mentioned i will not blog any feelings here,
well i take back what i said because today was so SCREWED UP.
I am going to use this blog to rant all my $%#&@^
Firstly i had to wake up to go to the graveyard.
for what i have no idea, my grandparents. well thank u
grandma and grandpa i think i'v never seen u all my life.
so whatsup with me going down.
Out of more than 10 cousins, there was only 3 of us.
my brother, 1 cousin and me.
WHY DON'T THE REST NEED TO GO?
mummy says go down to pay freaking respect and show face.
BUT WHY DON'T I SEE OTHER PEOPLE DOING THAT?
I do pay respect but i don't know what for.
Secondly i think i am just a big idiot.
before going some where, i fail to clarify the details
and blindly, i just make my way down and end up in dispair
'Oh sorry, why not u go home and get it'
DAMN IT I WENT THERE, BUT I BROUGHT THE WRONG THING.
and i had to walk all the way home just to get it.
Thirdly i think i am very 'clever' on the other hand
I sprained my ankle 4 days ago.
and clever me just decided to play soccer.
for what? to keep my mind pre-occupied.
and yes, i hurt my ankle again.
now its swollen like a big watermelon.
hell, IT HURTS
Forthly i think im going to die.
because of some reasons i shall not say.
Fifthly i hate this life of mine.
i seriously hate it, nothings coming my way.
it was all so perfect, but until clever me had to blabber rubbish.
thats the biggest mistake i'v made, but what
do i have a choice not to regret?
it just stated 'GAME OVER' please insert token
apparently mummy didn't give me enought money for another token.
so what if i went back, in the end i still have to leave eventually.
i seriously don't know what to do.
heard the song 'as a deer' well it states something about a blind person i think
i guess thats refering to me, but i have yet to see.
this is just so screwed up. but what can i do about it.
God said in Acts verse ? : ? ,
Ask and u shall be given to you,
Seek and u shall find,
knock and it shall be opened onto you.
Well Dear Lord, i pray that everything will just come my way
you know what my heart desires, i miss it.
you know i do.
and i really hope u will answer my prayer.
i know, believe in miracles but don't depend on them.
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
-dilemma
-Dear Lord stand by me, be with me
. ' 3:12 PM Y
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I AM SO TIRED!!!
i woke up 7 just to go the graveyard
i need beauty sleep, but i wanna be busy!
yay i love my life.-ithink
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]-in the end things will still eventually be :S
.Saturday, March 18, 2006 ' 3:07 AM Y
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I care not where i go,
How i live,
How i endure,
When i sleep, I dream of you.
When i'm awake, your in my thoughts.
This is something cool i wrote. -not
[`\____Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]You may get the theology correct,but its the enthusiasm that makes the difference.-Walk my life, like how Enoch did
.Friday, March 17, 2006 ' 3:43 AM Y
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The problem with yes and no,
i hate them, SERIOUSLY
my answer : i don't know
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]i guess things are better off this way.i think.
.Thursday, March 16, 2006 ' 12:57 PM Y
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holy mama, i swear to myself
my whole freaking body is aching away...
and this pain..its killing me..
first of all my cuts are starting to swell...
i don't have enough sleep, thou im sleeping early..
lets see i slept at 1+ ,woke up at 5am,8am,11am
and finally 12...and when i woke up at 5am.
seriously i couldn't walk...my ankle kinda hurt ..
its like its dying down on me or something...
and i think im getting rusty...
old i guess? WELLL maybe...ahahahaa
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]-I wanna walk my life, like how Enoch did.-miss the good old days? :S
. ' 1:14 AM Y
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way to go elmo, its feels good being a idiot huh?
being so gullable and stupid.
i think the whole freaking world is having fun
taking turns to play with you,
why are u so still oblivious to things?
its right before your eyes, and u don't even know
you know who the biggest losers ar,it aint those that lose
its those who lose, and don't learnDAMNIT
i know i look like an idiot,
talk like an idiot,
feel like an idiot,
but what can i say.i am a self proclaimed idiot
THANK U VERY MUCH
-end of speech-
way to go world :)thanks for making me look like an idiot.[`\____Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]*$^%#^@
.Wednesday, March 15, 2006 ' 11:34 PM Y
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i had loads of fun today, wohoooo
and i aint shitting around..
elmo on ice was really really cool
REALLY COOL..
i went to watch it with manda, chris n xing,
and chris n xing being a couple..
PLEASE STOP THAT
LOVEY DOVIE THINGG!!!
if nt i will say 'mu tou ren le' >.<
p.s 'mines yours ours' is good too :)
weeeee I FEEL YOUNGGG...
MUAAHAHAHAHAA
[`\____Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]-why has something simple, become so complicated?
.Tuesday, March 14, 2006 ' 9:19 PM Y
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okie this may sound funny, but it sucks!
i hate this tummy ache,
its been giving me problems,
i have taken my meals reguarlerly,
eaten my medicine, but still i just puked.
and i don't care if i puked or not
guess what, the freaking toilet bowl water splashed out.
not on the floor, not on sit itself, but on my freaking face.
OFF ALL PLACES WHY MY FACE.
HELLO, im a victim here now, i was just squating n puking
u didn't have to come pollute this 2/10 face.
geesh $^@^$&%*!#!
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]i'v got many things to say, but where to begin with, do you-
. ' 11:31 AM Y
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come over here and lay down lets talk about this love we've found right from the starti had my doubts, eventually u taught me what love is all about with you i look towards a better tomorrow with you around there's never sorrow your love is like the summer's meadows you brought me out of the darkest shadows all my life when things went wrong you stood by me and kept me strong i wont dare imagine if you hadn't stayed you kissed my tears away and made everything okay with you i look towards a brighter tomorrow your love is like the summer's meadow with you around there's never sorrow you brought me out of the darkest shadows whenever you go, my hearts will always follow..
well i don't know who wrote this,
but i browsed through darling xings friendster,
enjoy friends
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]I want to tell u many things
.Monday, March 13, 2006 ' 3:41 PM Y
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everyone who has been there,
i'm great guys!
sickness aint gonna bring me down..wohoooo
wonder bunny, up up and awayyy
take care peeps
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]-bored
.Saturday, March 11, 2006 ' 7:38 PM Y
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Not everything ends up in a nightmare,
fairy tales do exist.
All u need is too take a break, and look at it differently,
No matter how one might think, pray to God.
and enlightehn your soul.
All you need is that lil bit of self-confidence.
Im sure things will turn for the better.
For sure you will pull through the darkness of the night.
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]smiles all my friends :)
.Thursday, March 09, 2006 ' 1:58 PM Y
i love being around you
Well recently i talked to mummy...
and yes she obviously asked about 'do i have a girlfriend'
then she will carry on to the 'don't ruin a girls life'
blah blah and start yadada-ing away...
anyway we talked, not for long thou, and there was
something which really made me ponder on..
mummy said 'a girl will never marry a guy who
has lower qualifications then her'
i wonder how true this is. . .
i may be dumb, but what i feel inside is true.
no one ever said dumb people were liars >.<
anyway beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
so no matter what people might think of you,
you will be the most be-a-u-ti-ful girl in my eyes.
Then comes along, what kind of girl would i want?
well its an awful lot of things but here goes,
*breathes in,breathes out*
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The main factors are, you got to love me, and i have to love you, vice versa.
We have to trust each other, no doubts.
No matter how down we are, we know we can always depend on each other.
both sides have to be christians
we have to communicate well, even if we were stumped.
just looking into her eyes would make me feel like heaven.
gives me the sense of security,meaning,
know i can spend the rest of my life with this person.
(warms my heart)
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Extra factors are, cute,outgoing,kee siao, looks above average? ,
understanding silly, good personality, honest
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MUAHAHAHAAHAHA seems alot, =X
ohwells for the dunno how many time.
mummy say : God has planned someone for me.
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
. ' 12:41 PM Y
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How can I sing when my words have run dryHow can i smile with a tear in my eye,
Summers so lost, its raining it june,
Thats how i feel. . .
When I'm missing you
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]Current state: rotting with maggots
.Wednesday, March 08, 2006 ' 1:55 PM Y
i love being around you
Well sometimes i really wonder what girls are thinking. . .
Are they morons or what.
Or are we guys just a higher level of vertibrate.
Firstly, girls are weird creatures.
I think God created them to break mans hearts.
Secondly, why do girls fail to see things?
how a guy feel? logical things? abc?
Well i think their really ...i g n t s
I think God must have said.
"Hey i'm gonna put this group of people with funny things
sticking out of thier chest right here!,they'r gonna break mans hearts,
But they are gonna be real idiots,HAHA HAHA -not funny"
So when a guy's heart break, thier gonna feel all the embarressment,
shame,lost of courage,broken ego, EVERYTHING IN THEM.
Thirdly, why do girls think differently from guys.
Like i said they are dumb people.
The thing sticking out infront must have made thier
brain go heywire.
And the thing in between our legs must have made us smarter.
SO COOL HUH? :)
But the strange thing is, why are guys so stupid,to even like them.
Not the least fall in love with them?
Watched the show Dumb and Dumber.
Yup, girls are dumb. guys are dumber i think - NOT.
So guys out there cherish your dumb girl,
Don't regret
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
.Tuesday, March 07, 2006 ' 4:10 AM Y
i love being around you
Dear God if u were me, what would u do?
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
.Monday, March 06, 2006 ' 12:32 AM Y
i love being around you
Well I’m bored, and that’s because,
momo x x, is busy. Damn her *BANG* =X oopps.
anyway I’ve been thinking about blogging this for quite sometime,
today wiseman eLmo shall talk about Personal Image.
well, yes everyone should practice good hygiene.
Not as in being a metro sexual, but this are the basics.
I'll start from head to toe. (This doesn't concern the girls)
Hair - Firstly, it’s always good to cut your hair when it’s long, or uncomfortable,
It’s not good to keep thick layers of hair in this temperate weather. It’s always good to keep your hair neat and tidy. But styling wise, do not over exaggerate it?
Hair colour - When you dye your hair, make sure the colour suits you. Choosing the right colours can either make you more handsome or even uglier. From my opinion, White people look good with dark brown, black or blonde. Whereas Black people, natural brown, black, copper. Please don't dye your hair orange. Many Indian people like doing that and to be frank, they look like shit.
Face - It’s always good to maintain good hygiene, washing your face on a regular basis is good. This prevents excessive oil or even a pimple outbreak. If your skin is too dry, try using moisturizers. It’s okie for guys to use such things. Trust me u would want to look nicer than uglier. Not saying a pimple outbreak is ugly, but you can prevent it.
Nose hair - This is totally NO. Firstly it is very disgusting if u have hair sticking out of your nose; imagine if u had a big boogy stuck on it. WORSE. If it’s long, go trim it, I don't know how to get rid of it, because it never happened to me. Shuff a shaver, scissors or whatever into your nose and get rid of it. Oh ya have u seen Indian uncles with hair curly hair sticking out from their ears, its DAMN DISGUSTING TOO.
Moustache - Please shave your moustache regularly. It will make you look more presentable. Try to make it a habit to shave before important occasions. You don't want to go out looking like an uncle.
Teeth - Always brush 2-3 times a day, keeping a white set of teeth is always good. Teeth are like a very important facial asset. Imagine a model or an actress with ugly teeth; she's going to receive criticism. If your teeth aint straight, go wear braces or something. But if you have financial problems it's okie.
Bad breathe - If u have bad breathe due to not brushing teeth or genetically things, Try seeing a specialist, Bad breathe is really NO too. It would really make your friends keep a distance away from you while talking. If u forget to brush your teeth before going out, carry a breathe freshener around with you. After u eat anything, please rinse your mouth. Food stuff like eggs, cheese, durian, etc etc. Has very heavy smells and it STINKS. Also floss your teeth before you go to sleep, you won't want to visit the dentist due to cavities, trust me.
Body odur - If you have body odur, try using perfume, clogne or deodorant. It makes u smell much nicer. Its not gay spraying such things. In fact, I believe most girls prefer having their male friends smelling nice.
Hand Nails - Guys please cut your freaking nails. Its really gay keeping long nails and it is totally not cool. You’re not cat woman’s husband, cat man. So please cut those freaking nails. Long nails are gross especially when they are dirty. Imagine all those dirt stuck inside your nails and u eat your food with your bare hands. You’re gonna get food poisoning. If u cut your nails, please don't chew on them. Practice good hygiene and use a nail cutter. Make this a habit from young!
Toe nails - If u have really long toe nails cut them, It looks very ugly especially when u wear slippers. Long nails also tend to break if you are very active in spots and when it BREAKS. Its gonna hurt like hell.
Dress code:
Shirt - Your shirt need not be branded, it needs to be comfortable and presentable.
Tips for guys. Please don't wear tight fits. Get shirts that the sleeves are slightly long then the elbow.
Pants - Do not wear your pants extra high. You don't want to be labeled a NERD. For me I would prefer wearing pants, jeans, Below waist line.
Socks - Oh my if you’re wearing something very formal for important dinners. E.g., black coat with black pants. Don't ever wear white socks. TRUST ME. Been there done that. When u sit u will show your white socks and it looks ugly!
Undies - errmm who cares about them, as long as their comfy will do, I won't touch on this topic. Comfortable is the word.
Yes all guys out there should practice all this things. If u don't meet any of this requirements, go get it change. you don't want to tick your date or friends of.Maintain such personal hygiene and you'r safe :)
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x] trails and tribulations, i will pull through.
.Saturday, March 04, 2006 ' 5:06 AM Y
i love being around you
What If i meant every word.
Everytime,everyday.
.Thursday, March 02, 2006 ' 2:37 PM Y
i love being around you
Well last night I sort of couldn't fall asleep.
And I was thinking about somethings,
then came along the thought of 'Seasons of love' in grandpa's rabbits head.
anyway i caught the movie with a manda a few days back.
Yes, it was a great movie, rate it 4 1/2 upon 5?
Anyway there was this particular story I liked.
It all began, . . .
A fireman saved this young girl in a fire outbreak.
Against all odds he saves her.
But here's the catchy part, instead of them falling in love.
He falls in love with her sister, and vice versa, the sister falls in love.
After being together for sometime,
The girl, really hoped that he will propose to her.
(if you don't know he = fireman , her = girl's sister)
But being a nut head, he doesn't have the guts say it out.
Anyway on the night when he decides to propose to her,
He arrives at this posh restaurent early.The script was ready,
so was the ring,And a romantic meal?
Ohwells, unexpectedly he gets a call from the fire station.
The was this huge fire in a warehouse and he had to go down and help.
Anyway, sadly he loses his life in the rage.
The girl being a news reporter, heard it right from the evening news.
Strange way of recieving such things.
but i was really sad.Anyway before the guy died,
he sort of recorded a video in the fire.
That was because he knew he was already trapped and wanted to say some last words.
In the video he told her how much he loved her, and would she marry him.
That is just so frigging sad.
Anyway this just shows how fragile life can be.
Cherish your love ones around you,
Who knows what might happen. . .
Don't wait till you lose something, that u start to regret.
Guys out there, don't being wishy washy n stuff.
If you don't grab your chance, who knows what might happen.
Maybe that is the only chance u might get.
As for me, I doubt i had, i have or i will get, the chance
to say that to anybody. . .
[`\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
love has been a long time coming
. ' 2:37 PM Y
i love being around you
As I sinks into a bottomless pit
My heart feels heavier. . . and heavier . . .
When will this pain seize
Just like the harshness of winter,
Bitter intoxicates my soul.
As I savour each sensation
I try to push my way through
How do I face the darkness of the night
Do I just wilt like a flower
Or do I persist till summer.
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
