.Sunday, February 26, 2006 ' 10:23 PM Y
i love being around you
Last night i sort of had a heart to heart talk with xingwei,
Yep she's one of my consultants.
Anyway i was askin her about christopher and stuff.
Hold on IM NOT GAY BTW. I was askin how to maintain a relationship.
Anyway both of them are like role models to me.
To be frank, i'm kinda jealous of them and thier perfect relationship.
First of all christopher is sweet,charming,handsome and lots more,
He is one of those guys who make us MAN proud.
On the other hand, xingwei is sweet,lovable,understanding.
What a perfect match right?
Yes indeed and i envy them both.
Anyway, We talked alot, basically she told what a relationship demands.
Firstly, you go into a relationship because you love one another.
Don't be a jackass and say, : oh i think she's damn hot and pretty.
If you don't love he/her. Then don't get into a relationship.
I think its really stupid when i hear this kinda things.
You get into a relationship because you know,
Yes this is the guy/girl i want to love and want to spend the
rest of my life with.
Secondly,Trust is very important factor i guess.
You should never ever doubt your loved one. If she's say she's busy
Then she's busy, don't come and tell me (ehh i think my girlfriends out with a guy)
That will be totally random.
Thirdyly, you should learn to be understanding,
Yes and this is the key to solving problems.
Stop being a hard nut, if your wrong than admit it.
Im sure he/she would understand your situation.
But if he don't understand, tell he/she to go DIE.
Forthly, Respect. You don't go into an relationship to gain something out of it.
You go in it because u love he/she. Don't be a jack ass and say
m: hey baby u know i really love you. lets have sex.
Okie maybe if u want to have sex. Thats a 80's way. Do it with more
style and fashion =X
Okie, i was just jokin about that. Yes, a relationship, needs matual respect.
Things like, his/her parents, his/her religion, etc. . .
You don't go into a relationship, and start demanding things.
Yes indeed life will change, but have your limits.
Lastly, You need to have communication.
Im sure u won't want to hang out with a guy who just bores you.
This relationship is a long term thing, or for the rest of your life.
Get someone who knows you,
What if u married this boring guy,
Scenerio 1. (H: husband & W: wife)
W:Hey honey, lets go rock climbing.
H:What? you know i don't like that. Lets go to a library and read.
That is really going to make your partner sleep :)
All this are the fruits of a relationship.
To get in one, you have to understand this.
Treat this as your Basic Theory test.
Anyway goodluck to all girls/guys out there.
Like mummy always say,
Mummy: Son, come her u asshole, let me u tell u something!
Your report card shows F9,Somebody gonna get a hurt real bad,
Okie just joking, She always say:
God has already planned someone for u so you don't have to worry.
Oops,please strike out the asshole one. Im not a asshole,
But a cute son of hers.BOOOO! :)
.Friday, February 24, 2006 ' 8:34 PM Y
i love being around you
well i'm tired...
but i can't get to sleep..
my heart feels really heavy..
anyway yup thats why im blogging right now..
yes this is one of those droning nights..
where your thoughts are just out to kill u?...
no matter how tired u are...
u just can't freaking sleep!
.Tuesday, February 21, 2006 ' 8:25 PM Y
i love being around you
the topic of 'trustworthy guys' have came up lately..
well to start of with, there are guys who
are trustworthy, lets see for example, christropher?
ermm and . . . . i have no idea,
okie even though its one, but he is a guy after all...
anyway yes, guys of his credentials are still out there
but on the verge of extinction?
yep i guess thats the sad case of reality..
not many guys walk the talk, but if ya lucky,
u might just find that rare hybrid?
take it as a game for example..
u role the dice and if ya lucky..
you win?
but if ya not lucky, i guess ya better off dead ^^
anyway the chances winning is quite slim i suppose?
but a relationship isn't based on just the guy...
well alot of things spices up a relationship..
No.1 Whats your relationship based on?
lets see,
communications? , the way u are able to communicate?
feelings? , how u feel for one another?
sex? maybe thats what keep them goin? <-- btw that is true.
No2. It takes 2 hands to clap,
obviously it takes 2 person to love?
if ya in the case of self obsession...
maybe u can do it alone...hahax...
Another thing is,its not for me to comment
on how trustworthy guys are..It all depends on both
parties,what is your level of trust?
BUT PLS don't be blind, follow your heart
as well as your BRAIN...
ever heard of a wolf under a sheeps skin?
eg,if he ask u for sex. SAY NO! pre-marital sex
is not supported by elmo. Who knows if ever do that..
u might be the next NYP scandal wanna be...
and be lucky enought to hit the heaadlines?
anyway the reason im posting this more or lesss
goes out to the girls, don't lose faith in them..
just because of one bad fall, doesnt mean no ones
gonna pick u up...this is really true...
true love still exist, just like romeo n juliet?
hahax..okie thats bullshit..
PLEASE DO NOT TURN LESBIAN OR GAY,
this is highly not approved by wiseman elmo
Well in short God has everything planned.
and if u don't know what i mean..
guess what i don't know what im sayin either :)
.Sunday, February 19, 2006 ' 8:01 PM Y
i love being around you
i feel sick >.<
*puking*
.Saturday, February 18, 2006 ' 4:18 AM Y
i love being around you
well last night i kinda felt uneasy..
i don't know why but i was very bothered..
anyway after i took a walk i felt much better...
i just set there and thinked...
sometimes its good to reflact on life..
though there maybe ups and downs..
one should really think about he/she
has done...
and yupp i really prayed to God..
and i feel much better now...
Prayer does work,it really does :)
-serenity
사랑해요
.Thursday, February 16, 2006 ' 2:07 PM Y
i love being around you
well i had a dream last night.
okay, make it a nightmare.
anyway here it goes,
One day i decided to go fishing with my friends.
And there was this so called 'River' near my house.
anway we decided to go there and fish.
To or dismay the river was filled with fishes,
ugly fishes -.-
and the water was almost dry..
i could pick up a fish just by using my hands.
Anyway then came along this maid.
there was this pot of water nearby..
she said : Do not drink any water from this.
As time went by i started to get thirsty.
So not heeding her advice i took a few mouths
of water from that pot.It didn't taste different,
so ya another, 'Girl-friend'(actually i forgot who she was)
took a sip too. and then headed back to my house.
anyway when we were about to go home,
after doin. I DON'T KNOW WHAT? (not fishing)
i looked at all the fish, in the pond.
and felt;Hey the water drying up.
So i might as well pour some in..
I poured 2 big scopes of water in to the 'River'
Then suddenly the maid rushed out,
and asked what i doing.
Maid: Do you know what ya doing?
Maid: That pot of water has AIDS inside.
I was tottally stunned.
i drank that water.
i did...
IM GONNA DIE OF AIDS
I rushed back home.And saw that girl crying,
I guess she already knew bout it.
At that moment i was in a daze.
I brushed my teeth non-stop
i even drank Listerine down.
Anyway it was so called '1 week before O'levels'
My mum said i need not go already.
My heart was tottally broken.
Anyway as time pass,i hadthis mega party.
and some classy western restaurent.
The food was nice!! Pizza and home made
bread. MADE ON THE SPOT!!
any i guess it was my birthday party.
well maybe a Goodbye party.
hmm, all my friends was there.
Even people who i didn't know came.
Anyway what bothered me was,
i was sittting at this table.
Yep i saw erm,mummy,teddy,manda,jo
and someone i din know.
Yep mummy asked who was jo also.
Blah blah blahh...and it seemed my mum knew who
manda was -.- the keep talkin n talkin.
Hmmm anyway i was like sort of in charge.
THERE WAS A SHORTAGE OF CHEFS 3 to be exact
The bill was $888!
And and there were 24 tables!!
I had to serve my friends and stuff.
and take orders for them.
ITS LIKE IM THIER SLAVE
and they were pretty lazy.
Anyway i was kinda tired.Then i think manda told
jo about the situation.YAYA I'v got AIDS.
and im gonna die.YAY 3 cheers.
anyway jo started tearing.so did manda.
And suddenly they were outta that place.
(They just disappeared btw)
soon everyone left the place.
one by one my friends just left me.
not even one of them showed a sign of grattitude.
they just left..
one bye one..
it just seemed that my world was falling apart.
All they came for was the free food.
and not for me.
Who would even care if i freakin died.
If one day something happened to me.
Would everyone neglect me..
and just turn thier back on me...
Is that what friends are for?
To just leave u in the lurch.
And whenever u need them,Thier not there.
. . . .
.Wednesday, February 15, 2006 ' 10:41 PM Y
i love being around you
i am faithful to who i love.
well said by wise man marcus :)
woohooo
.Thursday, February 09, 2006 ' 4:12 PM Y
i love being around you
recently i have been talkin to manda about some stuff..
and then came about how PATHETIC i was while wooing her...
seriously i really think its true..
and u won't wanna be like this!
and this goes out to all the guys too,
-don't be pain in the neck,
GIVE HER SOME SPACE TO BREATHE
and lastly...
PLEASE DO NOT ACT AS IF THE WHOLE WORLD OWES U...
i remember this phrase because i got told off onced by kuang-ming...
even though wat he said totally pissed me off...
but ya after thinkin about it..it was kinda true..
instead of being so stucked up all day long...
and tryin to show the world how sad u r...
go do something more productive,
its like u are tryin to convey a msg to the world
(Me to world) : HAHA I HAVE BEEN DITCHED BY A GIRL,PLS SYMPATHISE ME NOW..
I AM REALLY SAD,IT WOULD BE GOOD IF U SHOWED SOME CONCERN..THNX ALOT
hahax yep! come on guys don't ever ever do that...
its gonna totally tick a girl off...
and to think of it I WAS LIKE THAT LAST TIME..
so PLS PSL PLS do not follow my in my foot steps...
NO ONE OWE U ANYTHING!
NOT ME NOT ANYONE ELSE..
SO STOP BEING A SHIT HEAD AND WAKE UP
DON'T BE SO PATHETIC IN SHOWING THE WORLD WHAT HAS HAPPENED...
its gonna make u look pretty bad.
-THE END-
^^
. ' 2:01 AM Y
i love being around you
what is love,
isnt it about
the feelings,
the commitments between one another,
the trust for each other.
i know, and its something i'll never experience
maybe thats not what love is about.
numb
.Monday, February 06, 2006 ' 12:59 PM Y
i love being around you
my heart feels heavy. . .
i just don't feel right at all. .
i don't know why...but thats just how things are...
the things i see and hear..disheartens me...
Dear lord i pray for everything to be alright. . .
anyway i'm not doin anything today...
im kinda lazy to do anything...
manda asked me out but no thnx...
edwin asked me to play pool also...nah >.<
im rotting man!!!
anyway cows gonna stay overnight at pigs house...
another boring night i guess...
somebody help me....
.Friday, February 03, 2006 ' 12:01 AM Y
i love being around you
im feeling down and i dunno why...
i wish this feeling will go away...
melancholy-
.Thursday, February 02, 2006 ' 3:02 AM Y
i love being around you
im so afraid that day will come. . .
really afraid...
