.Friday, May 30, 2008 ' 8:37 PM Y
i love being around you
Words could never contemplate my feelingsWent for my MRI today, the result wasn't that good
The radiologist said that I tore my ligament. That means no more sports for a long long time.
Anyway I've got to see the specialist again, and if the conditions quite bad, I might have to go for surgery.
Exams are like in 3 days time and I've yet to get started.
I think i'm totally screwed. I'm tired, i'm lazy and I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
I've really got to start studying!!!
I'm so looking forward to the holis already,
Late nights, Movie marathons,Mahjong, Prawning ,just chilling with my friends ;)
There's so many things I wanna do!!!
(:
.Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ' 11:57 PM Y
i love being around you
Finally getting over?Gawd, today was really 'packed'
Woke up for 10am class with a fcuking migrain, went home @ 12pm;
skipped 3pm class cause I slept till 4pm, went to see a specialist for my knee cap @6pm
Phone suddenly died on me, went down to wisma service centre, did last min presentation stuff.
SEE HOW PACKED MY DAY IS.
and there's still a list of things I couldn't manage to squeeze in.
&&& I've got to go for a MRI scan cause the dude said I most probably tore my knee cap ligament. COOL RIGHT? haha WTFWTFWTF &$&#$%!$ asd asd
I'm super exhausted already, NIGHTS PEEPS.
p.s Duncha think my blog sound is nice? sexy guitar ;)
.Monday, May 26, 2008 ' 2:37 PM Y
i love being around you
Sometimes you need something to fill the void inside you Alright I guess I've been feeling a'lil lazy to blog recently. Just didn't have quite the mood (:
Anyway I had a very long weekend, fully packed and super deprived of sleep. Have been having a lot of late nights recently; Going out rounding, playing pool and just slacking outside. Worse of all, waking up early to settle my bike. I'm seriously on the verge of falling sick. D-O-W-N
Ohwells I've got to cherish my time with all my buddies because as time goes by, each and every one of us would have to make our own commitments and priorities. Haha sounds very depressing right?
Anyway during the weekends, I introduced my school mates to my clique.
Went out on friday&sunday night, really hoped that everyone enjoyed each other’s company even though what we did was a'Lil unproductive. It's just like introducing my friends to my girlfriend, and vice versa; sooo s-weee-e-e-ttt That was abit retarded; but I cherish each and every one of my friends.
Recently I've been thinking what exactly I've been doing for the past 2 years of my poly life. Life was just like, go to school, sleep in class, tag along with xing and go home. Not that it was boring; but it just feels so different to have friends of your group of friends. Feel so happy now! haha.
Then again; I don't really know why I still feel so envious of couples. Maybe it's just been too long since I’ve been in love. 5years; holymama. I wonder what would happen if I were to be attached. tsk tsk tsk PLEASE DON'T MENTION GIRLS TO ME THANKS. Decency is a virtue. MUAHAAHAHAHA
b: haha UPDATING NOW; sibei shag last night go out till so late.
ivan: I no mazda 3 to drive lei :( I very poor one.
ed: vet say sick elephants must stay away from heaty food...AHAHAHA
ky: MAN UNITED CHAMPIONS OF EUROPE & ENGLAND
:)
Labels: bike, friends, late nights, poly
.Wednesday, May 07, 2008 ' 11:38 PM Y
i love being around you
There are times when you really don't feel like going to school
those are the time when you put your acting skills to use.
Today I achieved in getting 2 days of MC.
But my plan kinda backfired, I felt a little ill in the morning, but maybe not THAT ill to pass out on a chance to skip school. Right now, my not so 'sick gastric problem' has been killing me; and it feels really awful :(
. ' 1:05 AM Y
i love being around you
Friends forever? Who knows
It's funny how fragile a friendship can be, it can take years just to build up a strong friendship
yet the simplest of misunderstandings can make it crumble down. All this years I've had friends walk in and out of my life and sometimes it makes wonder when the people around me now would just drift away. Maybe after I grad, maybe when I'm in NS, maybe after I find a stable job or maybe even after I get married.Who would be the ones left by my side to see me through till I lie on my death bed.
In the years to come, would we be even called friends? or just smile at each other when we walk pass.I don't really know how people can take friendship for granted.
What if the people around me took my friendship just as lightly? Honestly I would feel miserable.
In the past few years, I've seen many friendships turn sour. Some to the extent that both parties had never existed in each other’s life, Or even maybe those who just keep running and avoiding each other. Why do relationships caused by some trivial misunderstanding turn into lifelong grudges. How would you face this situation? Would you run away from the problem or strive to save your friendship.
Maybe I’ve yet to see enough of this world and see how realistic people can be. Or maybe all this while I've just been too naive. Think about it, why do the people you hold so close to your heart just walk away without looking back. Are holding grudges towards one another just a sign to show your superiority or your immaturity? Or to prove who's right and who's wrong.
Just how much does a friendship mean to you,
maybe it's time you gave it a long thought.
.Tuesday, May 06, 2008 ' 2:41 AM Y
i love being around you
Let's see I had quite a fun weekend but a painful one though,
It burned quite a big hole in my pocket.
Went out with Ken and Ben on Saturday night.
Great company, spent most of the town in a pub drinking, singing, playing
And I realized that all 3 of us eat 'kantang' one.
WE ALL SUCK IN MANDRIAN. HAHA.
Anyway after town, we went for supper where we met up with Jon,
After they headed to my house for mahjong session.
Seriously I think I'm quite down on my luck.
Play mahjong lose $15
Play drinking game @ pub, I'm the one who drank the most.
The most painful is betting soccer, Supported Manchester United 4 times in 4 different matches.
Whatever I took to support them, I lose. $400 fly.
Played number ball on Sunday and lost $50.
Even when I buy 4D because it was my sisters birthday, Buy 9745, come out 3745.
It's like whenever money is involved, I'm meant to lose in it.
It's so dronning that it's only the first week of the month and i'm almost broke.
I seriously need to practice some self discipline.
Anyway putting the *ucked up things aside,
I honestly enjoyed my weekend; Saturday with Ken and Ben.
Sunday with Bernard and Yukai; Went to view a bike in the evening but wasn't quite what I was looking for. I can't wait to get my bike!! Mummy said she would buy the next bike I find for me.
But apparently, I can't find good deals or can't find the bike I want. Maybe it's just a sign from God for me to wait longer.
Today; Monday, Just came home not long ago. Was out with Bernard, Yukai&tedd at some nearby lan shop. Been quite some time since I last played at a lan shop and it was fun playing; had some funny moments there; After playing, we had mac for supper.
SERIOUSLY, mac is getting uber ex.
One fugging meal cost like $6 totally WTF.
So all 4 of us ordered; 1 Double cheese burger, 1 Mac Chicken Burger & 1 Happy meal size drink
Total only costed $5! it was sooooo filling
SO EVERYONE USE THIS TACTIC OKIE!!! don't let mac cheat our money =X
Anyway on my way home; I had quite a serious scare.
Was driving home from CCK, and as usual, I would go by Xiao Gui Ling.
Where there are many bends&corners. There was this van in front of me that was going so slow
So I went really fast to try to over take him at a corner, While I was side by side with him,
Suddenly got 1 car coming from the opposite lane at a very fast speed
I was like squeezed in between 2 lanes; between a van and a car @ corner.
some more I was going quite fast, like 60km/h at a corner.
SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME. for a moment I thought I was done for.
If I had hit that oncoming car, who know what might have happened to me.
Anyway thank God I came out unscathed.
Last night, I recieved a message from someone who was quite special in my life.
Kept me tossing&turning for hours on my bed just thinking about those wonderful times we had together. Don't really know why, but I feel so mixed up inside now.
I've got to be strong and move on :)
.Friday, May 02, 2008 ' 2:44 AM Y
i love being around you
This week's ups and downsFirst off I didn't get the bike, and yes felt super emo on monday.
Was totally mood less, disappointed and upset with how things were done.
Had a tiff with my parents but as usual I felt super guilty for showing a tiny bit of attitude towards them. But still, was quite depressed with the outcome.
I guess I've cleared much of my thoughts. Even though I feel really desperate to get a bike, I believe that God has His plans and eventually things would just fall into place perfectly.
Hopefully His plan comes pretty soon =X
Anyway the past few days have quite tiring. Went to so sing KTV on tues, was fuckingly fun la. 4 grownups singing together; uber gay. Felt I didn't sing THAT BAD. even though my singing kind of sucks. But seriously I'm gonna practice singing till I can hit the high keys. Currently I sound like Ahdu, sounds so depressing haha.
Then just yesterday I went to play number ball with the usual. And for the first time I won $$. 4 FUGGING DOLLARS. Felt super happy cause most of the time I lose quite alot. FEEL LIKE A PRO NOW HAHA. After playing, went for some prata shop @ upr bukit timah for supper then slacked there till like 7am before heading home. Totally shagged.
Then just today, celebrated my sister's birthday at some Japanese restaurant,
S-W-E-E-T
Had been having the urge to eat Japanese food for quite some time now.
All the salmon sashimi, super high.
This post must be like uber boring just reading my daily events. So I’m gonna just post whatever I feel like saying now HAHA.
ASDASD:FUCKING HAPPY CAUSE, b(benson),tard bob square pants (ken), virus (caryn) reads my blog. Was thinking no one would even bother to read it. LOVE U ALL LA.
I also feel my teeth looks much after having wear the retainers for the past few days. But seriously my mouth hurts like crap now; especially the 2 bunny teeth I have.
Can't wait for the 'Kelong' trip next weekend, GAB say got many pretty girls going. IM GONNA TAN MYSELF BEFORE THE TRIP. MUAHAAHAHA
Then again I feel so FAT. I've got this fucking belly now. Feel damn pissed with myself for eating so much rubbish all this time. I SERIOUSLY need work out. Any kind soul willing to drag my flabby ass to the gym or for a run; Please call 97621113 THANK YOU.
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b: haha most probably a aprilia, a very sexy one too. HAHA.. FASTER GET UR LICENSE!! then we can go outo together.
ken: haha fag i'm seeing you in like 11 hours time...later pocky pocky time, must buy milk flavour..HAHAAH
eve: haha I don't like clubbing la...tsk tsk you're the clubber...next wed zouk okie? HAHA jk jk.
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