THIS IS SO UNFAIR. why do i have to still go to school!! this sucks, everyones like having their study breaks and i'm still stuck with this fugging time table. THIS IS SO *$&^$%# a angry elmo isn't a friendly one >=l
Anyway today i'm like so exhausted la, I had to wake up to go to school for some make up class. fuggingly stupid, it was suppose to be a holiday! after class, I headed to michaels house to study& do my project I'm so glad it's finally the last stage for my project ;) SO PROUD OF MYSELF LA, thats cause i did it all on my own when it was supposed to be a partnership thing. yayness,
after that went jogging, omg it's been uber long since i last ran la, SO SO EXHAUSTING. I THINK I NEARLY DIED LA. i've been working out for like the past 1 week or so, and i'm so happy la, I haven't miss a day without doing my sets, and that include days when i reach home at 3am etc.. I AM DETERMINED TO GET A HOT BOD. MUAHAHAHAHA :)
I've been thinking lately if all this is really worth it, and it's so dronning >.< why can't my life be like those korean drama's (This excludes the being banged down by a car part etc...) I just want someone who would love me more then I would love her, someone who I would be happy with thats all. :(
1)woke up at 6am because i had this crazy tummy ache and guess what, my dad was hogging the toilet for like 30mins then I had to use my mum's toilet -.-
2) While taking a shit, my sister wanted to take a shower, Then she starts throwing her temper cause i literally made the toilet stinky -__-
3) I had this dream of 'someone' which I shall not mention. Don't wish to talk about it.
4) when I was on my way to school, I realised i didn't bring my wallet out I WAS LIKE 1/2 WAY ALREADY. Then i had to walk all the way back.
5) My mum doesn't want to give me my allowance till 1st of next month, i'm left with 0 bucks and i'm going to sentosa tml.. WTF
LOOK AT HOW SCREWED THINGS ARE
Anyway sometimes I feel so tired to just repeat myself, I'm tired of being there for everyone, I'm tired of putting my friends ahead of myself, for once can i be selfish and just think for myself. Because no matter how much I try to be there for them, they don't change their ways. I really do care for all my friends, But this is really going no where, maybe somethings are beyond my control. I don't wish to be taken for granted >.< size="2">Matured/Average Looking/Fun / Able to communicate with me / Cherishes me/supports me in whatever I do and LOVES ME ;)
GOOSH IM SO TIRED LA. I've been studying everyday, doing my sit ups faithfully,going out with my buddies,chatting online ;) , yada yada yada and the list still goes on! i'm so like so deprived of sleep. and the eye bags look awfully depressing,
anyway yesteday was alright met up with ted, bert and vince to catch pan's labryintth and what's funny was, vince came to pick me up before meeting the other 2, and vince got this craving over 'pasa malam shark fin' so we rushed to jurong to buy a bowl first then when we reached, he found out the frigging pasa malam never sell shark fin -_- TOTALLY WTF.. then after the movie he asked me to go woodlands with him because there got pasa malam THANK GOD THERE GOT SELL SHARK FIN LA seriously damn cute la...
ohya there's this funeral like right infront of my window.. the music they play is like so irritating la -.- must be one ofDARYL's friend...
HI PEOPLE i'm in lecture now and there's only 8 frigging people here la LOOK AT WHAT A GOOD BOY I AM ;)
anyway my body's hurting like crap la I manage to complete 5 sets last night. YAYNESS LA..
anyway I think i'm bothered by something but i don't know what&why la. i wish everything would just stop! >= this is depressing..
Anyway i love this song la! the tune is uber cute ;) and the lyrics are so erm...cliche but its nice and meaningful la!
[`\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\__x] DUH? to the left to the left to the right to the right, LOLOLOL
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.Tuesday, January 23, 2007 ' 10:22 PM Y
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C programming test was a killer, but I survived -ithink.. hopefully i still can score 80 and above... HOPEFULLY..
anyway the past few days have been really tiring.. all the late nights and stuff.. GOD i need more sleep. my eye bags are frigging dark and it looks so ugly la! :(
anyway last night I did 100 sit ups and 50 push ups.. IT NEARLY KILLED ME LA.. and when i woke up in the morning to do one more set before I leave for school.. i couldn't even do 10 sit ups and 10 push ups.. IT HURT LIKE HELL LA..
I HATE BEING FAT.. I WANNA BE FIT FIT FIT.. GIVE ME 2 MONTHS AND i'll get my six pack!
[`\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x] I NEED MORE SLEEP.
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.Monday, January 22, 2007 ' 3:36 PM Y
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today is so depressing! firstly, MAN UTD lost to fuggin arsenal la..THATS SO SAD LA. ARSENAL have some lucky shit going on right now.. AND loserbel can't stop bragging that they won.. SHE's such a loser la -.- ultimately ARSENAL SUCKS..same goes to bel.. nowonder loser club got loser fans like her..LOL
and secondly, my pool form is seriously at it's lowest. I swear to myself i've never been so screwed up la.. this is so depressing because no matter how hard I train I just can't get it right... I WANNA PUT MORE EFFORT INTO TRAINING!
anyway today i studied with loserbel, SHE SERIOUSLY LOOK DAMN FUNNY LA.. AHHAAH she looks like some fried tomato.. God she was "HOT" ...HAAHAHAH and she's so lazy la! P.s ONLY LOSERS EAT VINEGAR CHIPS..
anyway i manage to study finish for my C programming test which is tml ;) i'm just so fuggingly smart..AHAHAHA
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.Sunday, January 21, 2007 ' 11:28 PM Y
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EXAMS ARE COMING ;) time to mug and mug, those who wanna study, please book in advance LOL
i've had enough.. please stop all this, why does this fugging things keep affecting me.
THIS SONG IS SO NICE; This is what i feel.
Relient K - Pressing on; Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind. My problems fell out of the back of my mind. We're going and I'm never knowing (never knowing) where we're going. To go back to where I was would just be wrong. I'm pressing on. Pressing on, all my distress is going, going, gone. (pressing on, pressing on) And I won't sit back, and take this anymore. 'Cause I'm done with that, I've got one foot out the door. And to go back where I was would just be wrong I'm pressing on
P.s GIRLS ARE SUCH A LET DOWN
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.Saturday, January 20, 2007 ' 1:46 PM Y
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Today is such a disappointment, I lost frigging 4-6 I'VE NEVER PERFORMED THIS BADLY BEFORE. maybe tml would be a better day. everything's so disappointing.
why am i so fuckingly stupid. [`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\__x] call me a loser <3 0 COMMENTARY
.Thursday, January 18, 2007 ' 11:58 PM Y
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11.58pm:
I don't know why i feel so restless nowadays. i'm just too mundane to share, and know about anything. i've been neglecting my friends, and i don't know why. i've been a bad friend. everytime i talk, i tend to end up in a communication breakdowns. all i want is to do well in my studies and excel in pool. that's all i'm really hoping for now.
I don't need a girl, because all they do is let you down. I've had enough of all this bullshit. i'm just so tired already, I want to fall in love, yet i keep reapproaching myself if i'm ready for all this commitments. maybe the time's not right yet, maybe i've not found the special someone.
why do people make things so complicated. i'm tired of hearing problems, i'm so fustrated with myself,
Today made me hate clubbing even more. after hearing things from aaron, freeman and joel I SERIOUSLY DETEST MALE CLUBBERS. what happened to all the descency and stuff like that. why do people do things for all the wrong reasons. aren't clubs for dancing, drinking, etc, BUT DEFINATELY NOT TOUCHING what happened to the times when love supposed go by the traditional methods and not short gun marriages. most of the guys just wants to get hooked up with a girl or take advantage of them. this really disgust me.
Thats why I really don't like my 'girl friends' to go clubbing because ass-clowns like that spoils the whole image.
look at Aaron, SERIOUSLY he's a frigging good friend he's looks damn descent, he's has a good character, he's pretty good in his studies. BUT he hooked up with this girl from CJ right at the club and there he was telling me about his club-dance-touch-nibbling girls ear story ITS LIKE TOTALLY WTF
Anyway I shall not make anymore comments but guys if you all ever see this (hopefully you don't) I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS LA <3 P1C2 ROCKS.
I HATE CLUBBERS.
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x] STUDY STUDY STUDY :D
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.Tuesday, January 16, 2007 ' 11:08 PM Y
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It's been quite some time since I last blogged. So pardon me for the long hiatus.
Anyway I've got many things I wanna share with everyone so please bare with this long post of mine. (P.s It's gonna be really dronning) I'll start of with all the bad thing.
Recently there has been alot of things happening to my friends and it really brings me down to see them like that. You know I would really love to see all my friends become really successful people one day, people who lead their lifes with no regret and fullfil their heart desires. Sometimes it really beats me on how people can give up on themselve. There's really so much to how colourful life can be. Things might not go the way you want it to be, but all you can is just accept fate and move on. Isn't life all about falling down and picking yourself up. I know sometimes it's really hard to go by such things. But you've just got to be strong. We choose what we want to become next time, and no one else makes that decision for you. Not your friends, not your family, just YOU. Don't give up on yourself, If you fall, you know that your friends will be there to catch you. Because thats what friends are for.
Secondly, sometimes it really makes me wonder why people do such silly things. Curiousity doesn't kill the cat, it kills ME >.<~ It really bothers me when people do all sorts of things for God knows why reasons. Everyone should just bury themselve and think about thier actions. 1) Smoking is not cool, it's not an addiction. It's a decision whether you want it or not. 2) Smoking and drinking doesn't solve your problems. -smoking stinks, drinking alcohol taste awful. 3) Abandoning your friends for God knows why reasons isn't really a reason -.- -Its not fair to treat them like that I am just so tired of repeating all this. Because all this small things really matters to me, So please go think about it and knock some fucking sense into your brains.
Thirdly, It really annoys me for people to treat pets like nothing. for God sakes, pets aren't dolls that you just shun when you're bored with them they really don't deserve all this. I LOVE PETS ALOT. People please make wise decisions before getting a pet. don't make me hate you please. 1) Never give a pet as a present if you know the receiver isn't ready for it.
ALRIGHTS and that sums it up for all the bad things. NOW NOW the good things :) SO LETS ALL SMILE. LET BYGONES BE BYGONES
1) I am so proud that i've completed both CommT and IAC projects I've finished almost all my online assignments I haven't skipped school for a very long time >= &*^*%*&^% And i'm starting to prepare for my major exams.
2) I'm FINALLY DEBT FREE LA :) TOTAL YAYNESS.
3) i'm so happy with my life now, i'm so glad i've moved on. I AINT GONNA WASTE MY YOUTH ANYMORE.
4) I've been thinking of joining a CCA recently, and the main reason is , I DETEST MY BIG TUMMY. I envy those people who are really fit
5) CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING, THAT MEANS SHOPPING TIME :)
6) Timothy is back in singapore for a holiday, so that means I get to catch up with him some time soon.
7) I think i've really matured recently, whether it on my studies, on my life, on relationships. I'M JUST SO HAPPY.
Alrights I think all my good things sound pretty lame BUT, I'M COOL LA...HAHA
Anyway I've decided to re-do my new year resolutions because of some reasons. I felt that my previous one wasn't good enough, SO HERE GOES.
Year 2007 1) Become more matured. 2) Drift slowly back to God. 3) Both my family and friends would be blessed with good health 4) Do well in my major exams. 5) Become 'fit' sometime soon 6) Find a good girl I can depend on <3 size="1">(xiang, daryl, vincent, bert, Leah) 8) Hope SOME PEOPLE WOULD STOP smoking. (Gary, Edwin, Angelina) 9) And those don't smoke continue not to smoke :) 10) Hope that Vincent, Yuxiang, Leah, Angelina, would reconcile with their family soon. 11) Bert and Angelina won't take things for granted, (Hope both of them remain happy) 12) Vincent would cherish Shereen 13) Gary would find his someone this year. 14) Yuxiang would finally get his xiao mei mei. 15) Daryl would find somone too, and do well in his studies. 16) Hong Siang would get good results for his O's 17) Edwin would do well in his studies and in pool. 18) Eve would get into her desired 'whatever you call that' business course thing. 19) Make more memories with all my buddies. 20) Sparky and Shem wouldn't piss around the house. 21) My sister would study hard and excel in her studies. 22) God would protect my brother while he is serving NS 23) I want all my friends to stay happy.
I think all this sounds more like a wish list, but I just hope all this will come true in the coming year.
Up coming events: 1) Major exam. 2) National 9 ball rankings (ps I want to train really hard and do well in this competition :) )
BLOGGER STINKS. I've been wanting to post like since yesterday but BLOGGER just decided to be an asswhipe.
ANYWAY, now that i can finally blog 3 CHEERS TO THE PAST 3 DAYS.
I am like so proud of myself, I've completed almost all my assignments, Finished my projects Done my Online quizz (With the help of answers that is) AND I'VE BEEN A GOOD BOY..MUAHAHAHA
Anyway the past few days totally rocked. MY CLASS PUNKED JOEL -ithink, or he punked us -_-
lets see, everyone went to the library.. during break time... then my buddy joel decided to take a "NAP" LOL... then when break time was up, that asshole couldn't wake up then all of us left him there to sleep...FRIGGING FUNNY LA.. then everyone walked all the way down, we decided to call his hp to wake him up la.. but that asshole seriously cannot feel handphone vibrating... we stood outside the library for like 5mins calling him TOTALLY WTF? then all of us have to walk all the way back up.. DAMN DRONNING LA...he slept like a frigging log can?
Secondly is, I HAD LUNCH WITH AUNTY TODAY... LOL really caught up with her today...
and lastly is, i bumped into loser today also...SERIOUSLY DAMN UNLUCKY LA... ran into her 2 times can? HAHAHA..ANYWAY SHE'S STILL FRIGGING SHORT =X
tell me...are you really willing to let go Is this what you really want. why do you hide your feelings inside. why did you give up on me.
I can't let go now, not when you mean so much to me. not after everything we've been throught
were all that you said just words.
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.Sunday, January 07, 2007 ' 8:49 PM Y
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why did all this have to happen to me. It's just not fair. It really hurts me deep down inside. I don't want things to end this way. not like this..you mean to much to me. why can't I be the one you rely on.. why can't we just start all over again. why did you let go of your feelings you had... why did you have to give up.
I know all this is silly, but i don't wish to lose you i don't want to regret losing you again.
don't go..
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.Saturday, January 06, 2007 ' 11:11 AM Y
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so you're just going to walk away without even letting me know what you feel inside. were all that you said to me, just words. did all this even mean a thing to you.
[`\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x] don't go 0 COMMENTARY
.Friday, January 05, 2007 ' 5:13 PM Y
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I LOVE THIS SONG :)
TATA I'M GOING OUT THE CHALET NOW.
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. ' 9:59 AM Y
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my wishful thinking,
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x] maybe sometimes things were better left undone. 0 COMMENTARY
.Thursday, January 04, 2007 ' 10:08 PM Y
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LET ALL BE HAPPY TML :)
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. ' 11:22 AM Y
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Its the new year but things aren't exactly been going well. too be frank it has never been worse. I've been debbarred for 2 modules. I seriously don't have the mood to do anything now. Sorry.
For once what does my future hold.
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.Tuesday, January 02, 2007 ' 6:41 PM Y
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all I want is 'us' I know it and you know it and thats all that counts. Girl don't hold back this time Let it be, me, you, us and we.
Won't let you fall Fall out of love. cause together will be holding on cause all we have is 'us'
Me&You
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.Monday, January 01, 2007 ' 5:34 PM Y
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Today is the first day of the New Year. So here goes, my resolutions
1) Do well in my studies 2) Hope that there will be more fun outing with the gang. 3) Hopefully start going back to chursh. 4) Get my license before my birthday 5) Wish my friends would smoke less 6) More blessings to be showered on me 7) Bless my parents with good health. 8) Let my family business prosper. 9) Find someone I can depend on (GIRLFRIEND) 10) HAVE FUN :)
Hopefully all my expectations are met this year! Yayness - HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
Dear you-know-who, I guess i'm foolish to even hope that you'd come back Sometimes I really wish what you are thinking. If only we could start all over again. Me&You
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x] HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)
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ME ME MEY
Jeremy.aka.eLmo
single//unavailable//
not for sale&rent//
Singapore
chinese.
born on o7.o7.1988
29 going on 30.
elmoakajeremy@hotmail.com
(msn/friendster)
WHAT I WANT CUM BIRTHDAY WISHLIST:)Y
Oakley Radars
Manchester Jersey with O.Hargreaves name! New watch
Lose weight! New pair of spects 250'
New tanktop/sweater
More going out shorts!! Belts for golf!! New pair of slippers!
YOU (:
