.Wednesday, August 31, 2005 ' 11:14 AM Y
i love being around you
[What am i doing now] indulging in green tea ice cream...so yummmyyy + blogging[Listening to any songs?] yi bi yiiii[Chatting to anyone?] wakaka my fwenss[missing anyone?] ehh yup..someone...hahax. I wasn't meant to love you.I wasn't supposed to care.I wasn't supposed to live my life wishing you were there.But how am i suppose to say sorry.When i can't help falling in love with you.[`\__in a world of my own___\-]
.Tuesday, August 30, 2005 ' 12:37 PM Y
i love being around you
dont be to good to me..i will miss youdont be to caring to me...i will like you dont be to sweet to me...i will fall for you its hard to love you when u wont love me after allhow much i wish you could be there for me...to wish me luck whenever i need it...to be supporting me in whatever i do...are my actions that insignificant....all i wish is that you could be by my side...[`\___so lost without you\-_____]-.MisS yA
.Monday, August 29, 2005 ' 1:29 PM Y
i love being around you
haix what a day i guess?
kinda moodless now ba...
haiz we lost todays competition...
kinda demoralised...anyway its over le..
so i shall not cry over spilt milk..
let bygones be bygone rite? hahax..
hmmm tml i'v got another competition...
hopefully we'll do better ba...
arhhh so so moody now...
dunch know why either...
but really wish this feeling would go away...
maybe i should just move on...
what for going for something thats out of my reach...
but i can't deny the fact that i do like her alot...
haiz really don't know what to do le...[gai bu gai jiu suan le diao tou jiu zhou`\_ que fang qi bu liao\___-]-.
-h o p e l e s s -
. ' 1:25 PM Y
i love being around you
weee im gonna leave my house to go for compy le wor...mhmm hopefully we'll win ba = )anyway tml i'v got another competition..hehexrepresenting the school wor..a much bigger and more competitive oneso hope i'll go further in that compy...jia you everyone! ^-^::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+zhu ren!~ my com also spoil liaoo = ( my one cannot go insidee windows...sobx...wakak anyway i'm also using my bro's com now...looks like me n u in the same boat now you so fat the boat goin sink le wor... =/hahax diaox...wakaka anway got so many many things wanna tell u worzhu pid zhu ren...wheres my doggie snacks!::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+[`\_JuX thE SamE oLd eLmo`\_____in a world of my own___\-]-.
.Saturday, August 27, 2005 ' 10:32 AM Y
i love being around you
why does everyone keep discouraging me...so what if she likes someone else...so what if someone else likes her...i don't really care...all i know is i like her...thats whats important...please stop discouraging me...as my friends why can't u all be more supportive..i know another "girl" likes me...stop putting words for "her"...u all know how serious i am...please view things from my point of view...someone who can care for meshow concern...talk to me when im down...love me...be there for me[`\___it takes a second to fall in love,but a long time to forget`\]wo zhi dao ni he ni de nan haiyou duo me de tian misuo yi wo cai jing jing shuo hu nimei yi ci kan ta jin jin la zhe ni shuowo yan lei bu ting de liuye zhi hao mo mo tui houwo shen me do mei shuojin jin ren zhu tong-Sou yi-http://images.santaizi.multiply.com/song/1/33/full/UmFuZG9tSVYwL8BhgJDFrN8DsuPMraQHekurHjr5n,U=/Sylvester
.Thursday, August 25, 2005 ' 1:15 PM Y
i love being around you
siann arhh what a boring dayy....
just another typical day at school..
so so boringgggg...
diaox...anyway. i don't know why...
but i feel very stressed up...
suddenly so many things happen...
arhhh think im gonna breakdown le...
hnnn recently alot of ppl keep askin me hu i like...
dumb rite?
does it really matter hu i like?
all that matters if that i love her...
SO PLEASE STOP BUGGING ME
hahax...arrh another thing is there's this girl tt likes me...
oh mi gosh she's really scary...
now whenever i see her..i run away...
scarrryyyy...she's like msg me :
i like u alot..budden i know u like someone le...
if u ever give up..will u give me a chance...blah blah blah..
OH MY GOD RITE? she's really freakin me out le...
sobx...another thing is my studies...
i feel so so stressed up...
i don't even have time for myself...
really wish someone could be there for me...
someone hu i could just share my problems with...
[`\_JuX thE saMe oLd eLmo`\___]
[why do i keep getting this feeling...i really don't want to get hurt again]-.
.Tuesday, August 23, 2005 ' 1:17 PM Y
i love being around you
haiz sometimes i really don't know where i'm heading...everytime i hear things about you and him..i just get disheartened....i don't know why but i jsut feel it..maybe now u just mean too much to me...could it be love or is it just infactuation..i really don't know what to do...i'v been hurt once... and i don't want to go through the same thing again..spare me of this insanity..it really hurts so much inside...i know i may not be that good looking..and i cannot be compared to him...but all i know is im true...i may be stupid..but i am sincere...maybe what are of us today is a dreammaybe i should just forget about it and move ahead...maybe she's just not fated to be with me...maybe maybe maybe...so may questions yet unable to answer...someone tell me to do...haiz...then again..maybe what vince and fahmi say is true...maybe i should just tell her everything...would it be better this way?why should i hide my feelings..when it is the fact that i like u alot...but why confess when i already know the answer..-[gai bu gai jiu suan le diao tuo jiu zhou, que fang qi bu liao`\___x22/8/2005 10.17pm
. ' 11:35 AM Y
i love being around you
hmmm lets see today had pe...blehx kinda fun..we played 5/2 in volly ball...hehex we won sia...not suprising...haha jk jk~ =/anyway today on school the unexpected happened...our class got this guy called collin...hahax he is the typical outvast in our class...today he was late for school...den when he came to class..he brough a stench to class...I SWEAR TO GOD...tt was the smelliest smell ever...it was as if he nv wash his hair for 10yrs...den some more he sit right in front of me...omigosh nearly faint sia...anyway we spent the those day teasing him...not bad rite? free entertainment...hahahakekex anyway after school had to come home for tuition...den my ZHU REN (pig human) ask me to update my blog...hahax so mafan...she nv buy me doggie biscuits still bossy..blehx jokin...my zhu ren is best ya... =Xanyway here i am blogging...hmmm btw my com is currenty down...hahax im using my server to blog...so when i type theres a 2 sec delay..cos its super laggy...hmm wished my com was okie...i tink im gonna miss chatting wit everyone for the next few days...hahax.. kekex...oh ya the GXL and WCG finals approaching le wor...blehx for GXL finals is on sunday... my team comfirm get $500 le..cos onli 2 teams joined...anyway aimin for top prize of 1k...hahax jia you!den again WCG finals is on monday..representing the school..hahax my last chance to represent the school i guess...blehx..hope will win that competition also..blehx...kekex enough of crapping..hehex nitex peeps..JuX ThE Same oLd eLmo`\_miss ya with all my heart___x
.Friday, August 19, 2005 ' 6:58 PM Y
i love being around you
[what am i doing now] blogging + rotting..hehex
[thinking of anything?] you of course...hahax.
[listenining to any songs?] yes yes my fav song!! http://images.santaizi.multiply.com/song/1/33/full/UmFuZG9tSVYwL8BhgJDFrN8DsuPMraQHekurHjr5n,U=/Sylvester
[timeeee?] 7.10pm
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wakakak had my oral today...
damnit was super nervous...
lolx lets see my reading was okie...
at the start i kinda got tongue twisted..
so i started over again..but later on i it was kickasss!
hahax...overall my picture and conversation was good..
hmmm expect to get like 33> above ba...hahax...
anyway after oral i went straight for training...
i was so so tired...my body was aching and i was very breathless..
hahax dunno why either...
anyway when i was goin home something happeend to me.. i was like walkin outside our school..
den there was a whole in the grass..
then i walked straight into it and sprained my leg...
OUCH MAN...den i sit @ the patch and ren the pain..
den a few ppl walk pass dunno how to help de...
MEI REN XING!!!...hmmmphx! lolx...diaox...
anyway yup that was today...lolx
mhmm stop here ba...take care ^^
.-[JuX thE sAme oLd eLmo``\___in a world of my own___]-
.Tuesday, August 16, 2005 ' 1:59 PM Y
i love being around you
[what am i doing now?] blog blog blog bloggggingggg[Listening to any songs?] yes yes SUO Y I!!![Thinking of anything?] you?...hehex...*secretz.hmm just another ordinary day i guess?hehex today's pe was fun...played frisbee...blehx i play play until fall down...den my leg n shoulders all gt cuts sia =(hahax...other den tt ermm i spent my whole day singing suo yi...so in love with that song...cos its really meaning to me...esp the chorus...the erm [ wo zhi hao ba wo xiang shuo de hua do fang zai xin li ]actually its kinda how i feel to ba...hahax...hmm anyway i love this song now...blehx...so so nice!!!nice rythem nice lyrics...everythings nice...kekex...getting back to today...err after school had to rush back for tuitionu will nv guess wat happen... i got locked out of my house...DUMB RITE? hahax...i left my key @ home tt day...den my maid went out...den i was sitting outside my hse like a dumbasss...wkaka...buay tahan...blehx...anyway i tink tts all about today le ba?hehex my days getting weirder n weirder..day by day...diaox..http://images.santaizi.multiply.com/song/1/33/full/UmFuZG9tSVYwL8BhgJDFrN8DsuPMraQHekurHjr5n,U=/Sylvester.-[JuX thE sAme oLd eLmo`\Captivated by your beauty__________________``
.Sunday, August 14, 2005 ' 5:44 AM Y
i love being around you
hmm exams coming le wor...sianx what am i doing..4 more weeks to prelims and im still slackingeveryone is gearing up for the exams...what about me...where do i start from?why do i still feel lost....i still can't find my way outi still can't seem to do things rite...hope someone will be there to guide me throughtSuo Yi by Sylvester Sim-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=http://images.santaizi.multiply.com/song/1/33/full/UmFuZG9tSVYwL8BhgJDFrN8DsuPMraQHekurHjr5n,U=/Sylvester Sim -Qi Fei- -03- Suo Yi.mp3-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=xiang dao le di yi ci jian dao nini you yi zhong qi guai de mo liwo gan jue dao wo zi ji tou tou xiang kao jin nixiang dao le di er ci jian dao nigan hue wo bing mei na me gao xingyin wei wo fa xian zi ji he ni de ju lizhe shi ai jing hai shi ni tai mei lirang wo zuo chu bu ke xi yi de shi qingwo zhi zhi dao wo yao kan ni kai xinwo shen me do yuan yi, zhi yao neng kao jin niwo zhi hao ba wo xiang shuo de hua do fang zai xin liyin wei wo zhi xiang yao ni kai xinwo zhi dao wo hui xin gu ye hui nan guodan wo shen me do yuan yibu zai hu kuang feng bao yu bu guan ni zai na liwo zhi dao ni he ni de nan haiyou duo me de tian misuo yi wo cai jing jing shuo hu nimei yi ci kan ta jin jin la zhe ni shuowo yan lei bu ting de liuye zhi hao mo mo tui houwo shen me do mei shuojin jin ren zhu tong::The way i feel::`\ Zhuo peng you de wu nai \miss ya\-.-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=-+=
.Friday, August 12, 2005 ' 10:01 PM Y
i love being around you
hmmm long time no blog le....kekex anyway recently alot of dumb things happen to me...hahax..kekex on sunday i tink, i went to meet normanwe were suppose to meet @ city hall...before that i was @ funan buying somethingso i walked to he "nearest" mrt...not know tt was city hall la...den when i was there i saw the sign RAFFLES CITY...den i gong gong go inside the train...cos i tot i was @ raffles....so i took a train up...thinking the nxt stop was city hall...den i reach dhoby gort...den i was like WTF...why am i here...after that i took a train back DOWN...came the first stop..i tot tt was raffles..so i din alight...den nxt stop was rifles place...so i tot...ARH? why like tt...so i just con't to take and ended up in marina bayden i was like WTF!!! so i went to look @ the sign board...den i realise it was 2 stops away...so i took the train up...when i finally reach city hall...i was like... .... ... this place damn familiar...DEN I SAW THE SIGN RAFFLES CITY....den i was SHIT i was h ere....wkakak it was damn funny...maybe u all think its lame..but it was really damn dumb...norman was laughin all the way @ me >_<+ - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = den again on national day...kao my uncles make me drink so much alcahol...i swear to god im nt goin to drink tt much again...holy shit i gt drunk...LoL den u kee puking...rofl daamn disgusting rite...anyway im a good boy now...no smoking no drinking...wakakahmmm hope she give me a chance...turned over a new leaf le!! wkakaa+ - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = back to today...rofl...kinda cool day again...love my class so much...lolx ytd was normans bday..den we gave him presents..seriously he got the most presents in our class.my present tt was shared with outher ppl cost like $230..supper expensive.anyway he's my bro..he happy can liao...lolx...hmm kekex back to today...erm nth much....after recess i kinda hurt myselfcos vincent n fahmi was outside class...den we all 24/7 outside lookin @ gers...hahax den i was like HYPER ACTIVE...i run out of the class....den i din know someone was behind the door...den i push the door..budden it nv buge..den the whole door slam in my face = ( *PAIN!!!!...den when i was sitting down...lewis darling throw a frisbee...den it hit my eye...OUCH AGAIN!!!...lolx..damn im kinda unlucky..hahaxanyway...after scho0ol had frisbee training today..hell..its was fun..but tiring...hahax...sianx...still thinking bout her...rofl...the more i look @ her..the more i want to be with her...but too bad...she's got someone she like le...even her fren say i hopeless..like her yet dun msg her...sianx is nt i duwan msg...is i know that i won't win ur heart...wat for go for something i can't acchieve...blehx...anyway all ican do is ...mo mo de deng dai ta...hahax..chim write my chinese? blehx...kekex...anyway O's coming le..should concentrate also...blehx...still i want her!!..hahax oops kinda despo...diaox jk jk~ blehx...her happiness is all tt matters...+ - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = + - = it hUrtS 2 oVe SoMeOnE & nOt +O bE oVeD iN rEtUrN bUt... wHaT Reay hUr+S iS 2 ove SoMeOnE aNd NeVeR fIndInG tHe CoUrAgE 2 eT +h3 PeRs0N No3 ..... ^^
.Friday, August 05, 2005 ' 10:17 PM Y
i love being around you
hmm sianx lets see today was just another average dayhehex school was boring again...as usual..hahax...ermm had freesbie training today...oh mi gosh!so fun..hehex still thinking wat to choose...pool or freesbie..good @ both but wanna concentrate on 1 and go all way...haix sianx...kinda moodless now though...don't really know what i want...arghhh sian someone told me tt another friend of mine like u...how...i really dunno wat to do le...the feelings are there..but the just don't have the courage...sianz sianz sian...gai bu bai jiu suan le tiao tou jiu zhou...que fang qi bu liao[dui shou]
