.Saturday, April 19, 2008 ' 3:55 PM Y
i love being around you
You know, the past 2 days has been really em0 ones for me. It's like there's this void in me. Yes, I feel lonely. FUCKING LONELY. Everyone’s all cropped up with busy schedules and I’m the only one slacking around. Seriously what’s wrong with the clique? daryl's in army or with his girl, tedds fucking his computer every day, vince is working or with his girl, xiang's having his attachments or with his girl, bert and edwin has this fuck problem with vince (So indirectly we can't go out as a WHOLE group), bernard's always on weekends (Days that I’m free), yukai has school or is doing God knows what, eve is ALWAYS BUSY.
You see, this is the list of what all my buddies are doing. And I’m sitting here getting fucked my lecture notes :) I AM SO BORED. Bored enough to even go running, sleeping more then I should need and just lazing around. Everyone's matured in their own way, who knows what would be us in the years to come. Would we even meet up like we used to, would we even say 'Hi' if we bumped into each on the streets, would we even be considered friends.
I love my group of friends, people I can really depend on, people I can really turn to when I need to confide in. But all this commitments, and all the childish quarrels they have between one another. Just go fuck yourself in a corner. Who's right whose wrong, why can't people just put their differences aside? After all, haven't we been brothers for the past years.
Say I’m stupid, naive or like everyone always say 'Haven't seen enough of the world'. For Pete’s sake, I’m 20 this year and I've seen enough to understand what’s going on. Just remember how we first started off together. Doesn't it bring back memories?
Ohya I've been running, cum walking for the past 2 days and now my whole body's aching.
Labels: clique, emo, exercising
