.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 2:01 AM Y
i love being around you
It's like 2.ooam and I can't seem to fall asleep.
Tired yes, but I've got like uber lot of things on my mind.
1) I can't wait to get my bike next weeek!! :) :)
2) Thinking about my past and all the be-a-u-ti-ful people I've met.
3) What I wanna be in the future;
4) Why I've been single for the past 4 years, WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. SERIOUSLY..
Yes, I SHOULD be getting my bike next week, Been praying so hard for the past month.
Hopefully God would bless me, hehe. CAN'T WAIT!! MUAHAAHA
And then people who crossed my life, left my life, and all the beautiful memories we shared, I kinda miss those days where I would go crazy, run around like no one's business.
What my future awaits me; Seriously I have no idea about what I'm gonna me. I'm so envious to see friends who already know what they wanna be. You know I've always wanted to be soccer player since young, training in a soccer school since young, travelling abroad, training in my manchester united... Now i'm just label FAT.
And then there's this crazy thought of being a actor, I know you'd probably be laughing when I say ACTOR, I don't have the best of looks but ya,
Mummy always says : Go be an actor la, Since you don't like to study and don't know you to be next time.
Feel so retarded, I know most of you would just take this as a joke and laugh it off.
And yes, I've been like single for ever, I know I currently sound like a despo right now. But it would be really good if I could turn to someone to confide in right now, Maybe my expectations are too high, or maybe I just have what it takes.
Seriously, I fear being alone. And the past few weeks has been really dronning ones.
Everyone's in NS, going NS, working, attached or busy.
I kinda miss the good old days.
Ohwells I'm gonna turn in already,
NIGHTS EVERYONE (if there's anyone reading my blog)
schools @ 1pm tml, and after i'm going to the dentist :)
Labels: bike, clique, dentist, love, memories
