.Monday, April 28, 2008 ' 1:35 AM Y
i love being around you
tommorrow is finally the day IF I know can get the bike I want,
SO EVERYONE PRAY FOR ME OKIE? (:
.Friday, April 25, 2008 ' 2:33 AM Y
i love being around you
Irresponsible pet ownersToday xing was talking to me about her getting 'new' dog.And honestly I was quite, upset, angry, disappointed after talking to her.Currently, she has this puppy golden retriever at her house on trial.But she's not allowed to keep 2 dogs, which means either milo or the retriever has to go.and it's like her whole family doesn't want milo anymore cause he pee's all over the house.It's really sad to see owners treating their pets like items.Abandoning as and when they like. It infuriates me to see people do such things.I can't imagine disowning sparky&shem. No matter how smelly, disobedient, fierce or whatever the reason is, it's just not right to treat them that way. After all they're family.
People should be glad God made such beautiful companions for us. And people who take them for granted should be embarrassed with their actions.
Bad people.People who give pets as presents;
People who abandon/disown their pets;
People who ill treat pets;
People who want get pets, think twice because it's a huge responsibility to take.
People who are mentioned above can go bury themselves.
Labels: dogs, irresponsible
.Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ' 11:13 PM Y
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Evoking our childhood innocence
When was the last time you actually set on a swing,
Just closing your eyes and feeling the cool breeze brush against your skin.
Sounds of children laugher engulf your surroundings.
That was my childhood. Just screaming at the top of my voice.
Days back while I was jogging in the park, I had the urge to sit on the swing.
too and fro, Slowly I kindoff started reminince about my childhood, all the sweet memories I had in my primary school.
Could barely picture how the building even looked like, maybe I was growing old.
Hopefully God would let me take a tiny winy peek into my memories tonight :)
Labels: childhood, dreams, swing
.Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ' 10:37 PM Y
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Lets see today was alright, MPI was boring as usual.
Anyway played basketball with Ken and Ben, Owned.
I kanna bullied by 1 fatty and 1 shorty. LOL!!
BUT I think we won in the end.
And ken forever fugging disgusting. Smoke 1 mouth, spit saliver 1 mouth.
After playing, headed down to tpy,
Went to Jem's house to try to get some money from his parents; 6k. . .
Seriously felt very emo after talking to his mum.
Could see she was really disapointed and heartbroken. All the things a mother would never want to go throught, I guess she's been through most. Maybe I'm just to soft hearted that everyone takes advantage of me. And vince was there commenting about how a lousy parent she has been. SIGH. I really feel emo.
Money really hurt friendship.Though I didn't get back a cent, and Yes I still want to get it back.What has been said, it really touched me. All she has gone through just for Jem. If only he knew what a great mum he has.
I've got to stop all this emo talk already. Anyway I've been exercising the past few days and my knee has really taken its toll one me. Now my right knee looks very swollen, should be seeing a specialist sometime soon. BUT that's not gonna stop me from losing weight :)
Labels: knee, money, mpi
.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 10:35 PM Y
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Wooohoo I'm so proud of myself,
I've been running/exercising for the past 4 days!!
A very good way to past time, esp when I'm uber bored :)
MUAHAHA anyway i'm a lil tiny winy bit happy cause I know there's people reading my blog!!
butta, chris, ky, cousin... LOL
HOPEFULLY THERE ARE MORE...HEHE
Labels: blogders, exercising
. ' 2:01 AM Y
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It's like 2.ooam and I can't seem to fall asleep.
Tired yes, but I've got like uber lot of things on my mind.
1) I can't wait to get my bike next weeek!! :) :)
2) Thinking about my past and all the be-a-u-ti-ful people I've met.
3) What I wanna be in the future;
4) Why I've been single for the past 4 years, WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. SERIOUSLY..
Yes, I SHOULD be getting my bike next week, Been praying so hard for the past month.
Hopefully God would bless me, hehe. CAN'T WAIT!! MUAHAAHA
And then people who crossed my life, left my life, and all the beautiful memories we shared, I kinda miss those days where I would go crazy, run around like no one's business.
What my future awaits me; Seriously I have no idea about what I'm gonna me. I'm so envious to see friends who already know what they wanna be. You know I've always wanted to be soccer player since young, training in a soccer school since young, travelling abroad, training in my manchester united... Now i'm just label FAT.
And then there's this crazy thought of being a actor, I know you'd probably be laughing when I say ACTOR, I don't have the best of looks but ya,
Mummy always says : Go be an actor la, Since you don't like to study and don't know you to be next time.
Feel so retarded, I know most of you would just take this as a joke and laugh it off.
And yes, I've been like single for ever, I know I currently sound like a despo right now. But it would be really good if I could turn to someone to confide in right now, Maybe my expectations are too high, or maybe I just have what it takes.
Seriously, I fear being alone. And the past few weeks has been really dronning ones.
Everyone's in NS, going NS, working, attached or busy.
I kinda miss the good old days.
Ohwells I'm gonna turn in already,
NIGHTS EVERYONE (if there's anyone reading my blog)
schools @ 1pm tml, and after i'm going to the dentist :)
Labels: bike, clique, dentist, love, memories
.Sunday, April 20, 2008 ' 2:32 PM Y
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Dear you,
Last night was hard to get by dreaming of you.
Seeing you walking down the isle
It was painful, very painful; to the extant that I cried in my sleep.
Yet I did not understand why all this was happening.
It's been 3 years already. Why can't I get over you.
I don't want to feel this way anymore.
Labels: dream, you
.Saturday, April 19, 2008 ' 3:55 PM Y
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You know, the past 2 days has been really em0 ones for me. It's like there's this void in me. Yes, I feel lonely. FUCKING LONELY. Everyone’s all cropped up with busy schedules and I’m the only one slacking around. Seriously what’s wrong with the clique? daryl's in army or with his girl, tedds fucking his computer every day, vince is working or with his girl, xiang's having his attachments or with his girl, bert and edwin has this fuck problem with vince (So indirectly we can't go out as a WHOLE group), bernard's always on weekends (Days that I’m free), yukai has school or is doing God knows what, eve is ALWAYS BUSY.
You see, this is the list of what all my buddies are doing. And I’m sitting here getting fucked my lecture notes :) I AM SO BORED. Bored enough to even go running, sleeping more then I should need and just lazing around. Everyone's matured in their own way, who knows what would be us in the years to come. Would we even meet up like we used to, would we even say 'Hi' if we bumped into each on the streets, would we even be considered friends.
I love my group of friends, people I can really depend on, people I can really turn to when I need to confide in. But all this commitments, and all the childish quarrels they have between one another. Just go fuck yourself in a corner. Who's right whose wrong, why can't people just put their differences aside? After all, haven't we been brothers for the past years.
Say I’m stupid, naive or like everyone always say 'Haven't seen enough of the world'. For Pete’s sake, I’m 20 this year and I've seen enough to understand what’s going on. Just remember how we first started off together. Doesn't it bring back memories?
Ohya I've been running, cum walking for the past 2 days and now my whole body's aching.
Labels: clique, emo, exercising
.Thursday, April 17, 2008 ' 11:31 PM Y
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OKIE G_G that girl's my friends , brothers girlfriend..
now my ego is like ...................... HAHA
OKIE NO ENOUGH OF ALL THE CRAPPING..LOLOLOL
I'M GONNA RUN EVERYDAY TILL NO ONE CALLS ME FAT.
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. ' 11:01 PM Y
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HELLO I'M BACK...
it's been uberrr long since I last blogged,
anyway school's started and its fugginly boring.
Anyway holidays were rather boring, something wrong with the clique.
all their childish trivial matters between one another. speechless.
But the last weekend of the holis ROCK. like HELL YEAH.
hanged out with yukhai,bernard and doug most of the time playing number,
good company and good friends :)
and then I went MOS, danced like a retard. BUT made new friends with
kelson, eunice and kunsheng cool people especially kelson.
FUGGIN ST PATS GANGSTER, chatted all the way till morning after clubbing. Very funny people.
It's been like 4 days since school resumed. AND YES TODAY I SAW THIS FUGGING HOT GIRL. Was like playing basketball and she just stunned me, I was like practically turning my head every 2 seconds to look at her while she walked pass. BTW I AM NOT DESPO. haha
Went home after like 30 mins, then decided to JOG TO SCHOOL. FELT DAMN EXCITED ABOUT RUNNING TODAY FOR THE SOLO REASON OF, MAYBE SHE GOT CCA TODAY. (she wore a red jersey with the name SHANICE HAHA). I think i'm retarded. LALALALA
GOOD NIGHTS PEOPLE.
