.Tuesday, October 31, 2006 ' 12:13 AM Y
i love being around you
ARGHH WHY AM I FEELING SO HOPELESS
guess what, today i frigging fell down
that's like so EMBARRASSING...
even a old lady with an walking stick offered to help me up.
and all i did was just sit on the floor helplessly..
SERIOUSLY THAT LEFT ME A BIG BRUISE ON MY HAND
and whats worse was that the feeling sucked.
because no matter how i tried i just couldn't pick myself up
maybe thats because my lappy and notes were too heavy!
and another thing is, I HATE WEARING SPECTACLES
ESPECIALLY IN PUBLIC...BECAUSE IT UBER WEIRD.
i can't see the powerpoint slides,
it makes my eyes tired
and it makes me dizzy.
ARGHHH!!
[`\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
.Friday, October 27, 2006 ' 4:10 AM Y
i love being around you
WHO NEEDS PILLS WHEN I CAN JUST DROP DEAD
the past few days has been frigging hectic
just fun and more fun
AND THE WEEKENDS COMING!!!
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\__x]
what am i missing in my life
.Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ' 12:20 AM Y
i love being around you
INTENDED TO BLOG TODAY
BUT NOW I AM UBER PISSED OF WITH MYSELF
I CAN'T FIND MY PILLS
mailto:Y#^@$!
i'v been misplacing things very frequently
and i think im getting senile already
ARGHHH
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
.Monday, October 23, 2006 ' 11:34 PM Y
i love being around you
WHATS WRONG WITH ME
is this a problem where I just can't face reality
why am i runing from it over and over again
[`\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
.Wednesday, October 18, 2006 ' 5:28 PM Y
i love being around you
lets see the past few days have been really hard on me
i'm like on the verge of breaking down, literally.
it's not even like half the sem and i'm already so screwed up.
seriously i hate my course but i just don't know what to do.
do you even know how it feels to join another class for some modules.
its like &$%$^@ , nobody knows you , nobody wants to know you
and you just frigging sit at a corner all by yourself.
it's not that no one doesn't notice you, everyone does.
they're like 'WOAH who's this ass clown in our class'
'must be some idiot who failed a module'
then again they start flooding you with questions;
'what module did you fail?'
'hey what did you get for your gpa?
''erm will you be joining our class?' ; i bet they'v got their fingers crossed hoping i'd say no.
ITS LIKE TOTALLY DEPRESSING
AND IT SUCKS. no one in the would knows how i feel.
ever seen a stray dog walking along the street?
JUST PICTURE MY FACE ON IT AND ADD THE WORD
'HOPELESS'I MISS MY CLASS VERY VERY MUCH.I HATE ECE , I HATE EVERYTHING.
why isn't there anyone to be there for me.i keep saying i don't want anyone to be close to memore the less treat me good,i don't want to end up getting hurt again
but why is there this glimmer of hope in me.just praying that someone would just change my life.
i know God has planned someone for me already,
but why can't the person like just walk into my life now.
this just sounds really contradictingand it's really dronning just reading this post.
i'm just so screwed up right now
and i'm sorry, but this is just ME.
[`\____JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
why do pin my hopes on something impossible.
.Monday, October 16, 2006 ' 10:39 PM Y
i love being around you
who the hell doesn't sleep the night before the first day of school
ME ME ME =X
haha i think i'm a lil screwed up already.
i sleep at 10 and all of a sudden i wake up a 2am
then i start singing and playing the guitar all the way till 5am
and lie on my bed till 8am..
HAHAH I THINK IM ABIT RETARDED
on second thoughts i'm just COOL i think.
anyway first day of school was uber boring.
only for Communications.T,
i swear to myself thats like one of the best lecturers i'v ever seen
HE'S LIKE SO FRIGGING COOL can?
too bad i only have his lessons once per week.
DAMN.
haha anyway i'm gonna go sleep now.
i'm sucha good boy duncha think?
and BTW i think i'v been a really kind soul recently
I KEEP GIVING PEOPLE WAKE UP CALLS.
see without me u guys are just gonna wake up late. HEHE
btw my frigging computers DOWN.
as in NO MORE GAMES FOR THE TIME BEING.
thats so
%$&@4$ ,
SO ANYONE WANNA VOLUNTEER TALKING TO ME AT NIGHT?
free lullaby ensured for you HEHE
GOOD NIGHTS EVERYONE
AND AGAIN Ronin - ONE MORE MOMENT ROCKS
and i LOVE LOVE MY GUITAR LA
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\__x]
can i be there for you?
.Sunday, October 15, 2006 ' 9:46 PM Y
i love being around you
SCHOOLS STARTING TML
and i hate my time table,
damnit why do they even give us 3hrs break.
THATS RETARDED CAN? i rather go home sleep
anyway im gonna meet the course manager tml :)
and hopefully i might get a transfer this sem..HEHE
anyway this might sound a lil screwed,
but i don't wish for anything else to happen
i don't want anyone to treat me good
neither do i deserve it
i want to fall in leave, but i don't want to get hurt.
contridicting huh? ohwells
just stay away from me, i'm afraid i might fall for you
i no longer trust myself
ohwells who cares,
I LOVE MY LIFE NOW LA :) YADADADA
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
.Saturday, October 14, 2006 ' 6:44 PM Y
i love being around you
OMG the holis's finally coming to an end,
haha seriously had lots of fun
anyway i'm gonna study real hard this sem
that next year i'm gonna get my frigging ass out ece
and get into business studies. HEHE
anyway lets see i'm loving my life more and more
& WANG LI HONG IS MY CURRENT FETISH LA =X
and i totally love his japanese songs.
and regards to esther, THANKS FOR SENDING ME THAT SONG
hehe i'm like half way through deciphering the chords
I LOVE LOVE THAT SONG SO MUCH
Ronin - One More Moment
AND SERIOUSLY WHO THE HELL CALLS @ 6am in the morning
haha seriously i don't like people to wake me up.
AND I'M GONNA BAN EVELYN , JOANNA & IVAN
DON'T EVER CALL AT UBER WEIRD TIMES CAN?
a angry bunny's not a friendly one hehe.
currently i'm stumped now, i don't know what to blog about
BUT I SWEAR TO MYSELF I 'HAD' ALOT TO SAY LO.
HEHE ohwells when it comes to my mind i'll fill everyone one.
yadadada
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
One More Moment.
.Friday, October 13, 2006 ' 7:35 AM Y
i love being around you
HEHE I AM SO GONNA BLOG TODAY
there's like so so many things i need to blog about
so many things happening la..haha
but i'm gonna do that after i wake up.
I AM SO GONNA SLEEP NOW TEHEHE
its frigging 7am =X
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
.Monday, October 09, 2006 ' 2:05 AM Y
i love being around you
fug whats coming over me
i don't want to feel down damnit.
i don't wanna fuggingly force myself to laugh
i wanna laugh because i'm really happy.
this is seriusly screwed up.
i just miss you, thats it.
why can't we just be together.
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\__x]
i lost you, and i bet it's forever.
.Saturday, October 07, 2006 ' 6:11 PM Y
i love being around you
hehe this world's going gaga,
firstly really bad weather
secondly people around me are breaking down one after another
thirdly, _____________
but thank God i'm still as cute as ever.
everyone just needs too cheer up.
as in SERIOUSLY.. hahah
anyway here are some of my favourate songs/artist
Supernova - Chloe
Songs from Nick Lachey, his songs are really great
Pink - Who Knew
Rihanna - Unfaithful
Songs from Paris Hilton aint that bad too -
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.old.eLmo`\___x]
.Wednesday, October 04, 2006 ' 12:50 AM Y
i love being around you
How wish school would just start right now,
I don't wish to brood over this anymore,
I don't want to feel this way anymore,
It just hurts too much,
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
.Monday, October 02, 2006 ' 2:30 AM Y
i love being around you
i hate my frigging life
everythings so going wrong now.
why is this happening to me.
it's just so unfair.
why isn't there anyone for me..
emptiness.
