[JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x];BEWARE OF CARS, THEY BANG PEOPLE DOWN

.Wednesday, May 24, 2006 ' 1:32 AM Y

i love being around you

well today was just like any other day -ithink.
despite the fact that i did stay back and study, haha.
anyway today lunch was really fun!!
damn those buggers ;edwin,xing and chris.
they can be nominee's for best leading actor and actress.
anyway today we kinda talked ALOT, the conversations were alright.
but all of us were kinda engrossed, but anyways
we talked for like so freaking long lo,
and when i checked the time it was already 1.05 lo. LATE FOR CLASS.
then i was like 'EHH SHIT WE LATE FOR CLASS LE'
'how the hell u all talk until so happy one',
den poor me remembered all 3 of them end school already.
WHAT THE HELL, nowonder all so clever la,
everyone can talk until so happy cause they don't have lessons.
WORST OF ALL, i don't have a time table.
so i had to run and check the time table online,
freaking hell when i reached class it was like 1.20 odd.
DAMNNNN.

anyway im down with this really bad tummy ache.
AS IN REALLY BAD, its like some recurrence of that diarhheo i had a few days ago.
and its really really irritating, its like PMS i think, HAHAHAHA
alrights im exeggerating, but its really painful.

ohway today i stayed back in school to do HOMEWORK.
yes yes, please say elmo's a very good boy now.
and i kinda made new friends with erm,
jiv - kind friendly guy
desmond - i shall not comment, but he sure is like someone i know :P
in a negative way though, hahaha but no regrets knowing him,
he's friendly, and doesn't bite.
some mass com girl - whom i don't know the name
and another girl called 'something ying'
loser and mat nooh was there too!!
anyway im really happy with myself,
because i actually did my MOL,
alright maybe 1/2 way through weilong came and taught me how to cheat.
BUT I DID ALOT MYSELF ALRIGHTS?

anyway my day wasn't that awesome as it seems.
last night mummy and daddy had a quarrel.
its been like ages since they yelled and shouted.
SCARRY.
but i shall be a good boy and not interfere with adult things.
OH YA!! daddy slept in my room, he kinda got booted out from his bed.
LOL cute right, but anyway he's snoring was like so freaking loud.
AND I COULD'NT GET TO SLEEP.

another thing is weilong, yes a good friend indeed.
but if u ever see this. i'd really hope you stop talking about certain things.
i know you mean no harm. but it really affacts me.
i know i don't show it physically, but inside its really hurting.
i'm really envious of you, and u know it too.
and i'm glad that things are turning out good for you.
i'm happy that you and her are doing great, really am.
but if u could just see things the way i did.
it would be really appreciated that u don't mention anything infront of me.
i don't want to think so much already. at this point, NOW.
my lifes is in a mess, my studies, my friends, my lifes.
and more importantly, my family.
i'm so stressed out with everything, and i'm confused.

i don't know if i should be saying this, but people
keep my mum in prayers will you?
i'm worried, really am. and i hope everyone could just say a lil prayer.
God has his ways.

hmm where are u when i need you.
you know there's so many things i want to tell you.
i'v lost you, and i bet its forever.

[`\____JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]
Everynight, i send a secret prayer up above, just for You.

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