the beautiful life i once had seems so far away the world i used to dwell in seems to be crashing down on me. walls which once stood so tall are closing on me. the colourful skies which i once painted are turning grey. the only love i knew, i threw it all away.
i hadn't been careful so that explains all this shit i'v got into. instead of facing my problems, i'm actually escaping from them. and the hole i used to dig to put my flower pot in, i actually fell inside and buried myself. i'm feeling so stucked up inside, and i don't know what to do. to be exact, i don't feel anything ,because i'm practically NUMB. and all this shit that has been happening recently, i guess have a truck load of them in my backyard.
weilong once told me 'he lost too many things in life' 'and he doesn't want to lose anything anymore' but u see, i can't see this happening in my life. in the first place, nothing was ever mine. no matter how hard i try, i guess i'v losted forever. i want you back in my life. but i guess thats not possible anymore. i'v wasted too many chance and all i have is myself to blame.
somebody tell me what to do, anyone.
[`\____JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x] So this is how different life turned out to be, without you.
Jeremy.aka.eLmo
single//unavailable//
not for sale&rent//
Singapore
chinese.
born on o7.o7.1988
29 going on 30.
elmoakajeremy@hotmail.com
(msn/friendster)
WHAT I WANT CUM BIRTHDAY WISHLIST:)Y
Oakley Radars
Manchester Jersey with O.Hargreaves name! New watch
Lose weight! New pair of spects 250'
New tanktop/sweater
More going out shorts!! Belts for golf!! New pair of slippers!
YOU (:
