[JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x];BEWARE OF CARS, THEY BANG PEOPLE DOWN

.Wednesday, April 19, 2006 ' 1:26 AM Y

i love being around you

yes i'm sick, go ahead and start laughing.
looks like i aint that strong after all,
but damn, this pain is unbearable.
but i can't blame anyone but myself.
4 bars of kinda bueyno, 1 whole tube of jelly beans
and 1 big pack of strawberry poky, doesn't make you fat
it kills you to be precise, and this recent craving
of chocolates, ITS STOPPING RIGHT HERE.

anyway im down with flu -ithink?
actually no, lets see i'v got a really really sore throat.
this really annoying chunk of phlegm, a on and off runny nose
a aching body, a fever -ithink; thats because im freaking cold and my head feels hot.
and a MEGA PAIN MIGRAINE
IT IS UNBEARABLE I TELL YOU, what could be worse then this
its just this slitting headache which is out to kill you.
on second thoughts who knows, it might no be just migraines
maybe my whole heads infested with maggots,
just like what happened to granny doctor hehe.
and to add on, i'v got this allergy thats happening on my hand.
its not a rash, but i shall not eleborate,
i think im dying; nods.
erm if i do, please attend my funeral
and do not be late; and yes i demand everyone to sing
'Heaven is a wonderful place, filled with glory and praise'
'i want to see my Father's face, Heaven is a wonderfull place'
and the second verse goes on with you all changing the word 'wonderful'
and please be sure to have a phrase which includes eLmo, thank you.

Ohwells enought of crapping already, *bang bang bang*
oops sorry i'v got this nerve problem, my left hand just hit my right hand
arrhhh damnit, anyway YES thursday is my last day of work!
and i got day off tml :) ,this 4 weeks has been really dronning.
and i'm glad its coming to an end, i'm going shopping!!
YAYYY -screams- *jumps on bed* YESS
anyway schools starting next week, hmm finally?
excited? -no ; but hey its something to look forward too.
hopefully i'll be able to get on with life quickly,
and yes, then i'll see whats important in my life.

anyway today's boring i guess, i went for a medical check up
damnit i costed me $32 , actually i costed my mum $32, so i don't care..
i worked for like 1/2 day and then i went to play pool..
well how happy can my day be, im sick and im feeling awful.
actually i didn't play much either, i actually watched 2 movies there.
my whole bodies aching, and my heads spinning around.
its like i jsut drank a dozen cups of vodka,

ohwells with regards to someone, somebody,something, you
that never came across my mind, i'm not sure of things
but i guess its me, sorry? i already did.
maybe i'm too soft hearted, why is it always me who gives in.
it takes two hands to clap, and i'v done my part.
if you don't appreciate it, its alright, but neither do i need people to speak of for me
i'v got my pride, and i'll stick to it. it all just comes down to one word
'you'.

i still think of you, but i don't wish too.
i still pray for you,and yes i miss you.
and this dreams of you, i don't want anymore
how are you? are you alright? hows life?
i tell everyone that i don't,not anymore, but i still do
its not that i don't, its that i want to move on.
do i have a choice? this was a game i couldn't afford to lose
but all in all, i still did.

i don't know whats happening, everyday i ask myself
are the things i want the things i need?
whats really important to me, and whats not.
where will i go from here on? i'm satisfied with my life.
but thats what everyone says, but hey life's never satisfying
to be frank i'm confused over many things.
i don't even know what i am feeling inside, is what i'm doing right or wrong?
i don't want to lose anyone, i don't

to somebody out there, drop from the sky, pop your head out of the ground.
where are you, i need you. i don't know what i feel..
but will you just sit next to me? will you.
i promise i'll practice my guitar and sing lullabies to you.
things are better, but do things just stop here?
If God planned, so be it. i'll give thanks with a thankful heart.

to somebody will you be my companion,
will you be my confidente.
will you be my cup of coke? -tea.

baby if you opened your eyes, you would have seen that everything was beautiful
thats because i was right next to you,
but baby if you realised,
don't look forward but look at me.

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
one last cry.

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