[JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x];BEWARE OF CARS, THEY BANG PEOPLE DOWN

.Thursday, April 13, 2006 ' 1:15 AM Y

i love being around you

work sure is boring; and when i say it. i mean it
they put you in a room to decompose so that maggots will eat you away.
NO PLEASE; i don't want to end up like my grandma..
i know her heads be-a-u-ti-ful , but no thanks, i'll admire it from a distance.

Anyway after work i went for training again; but things are kinda different.
now i have to 'pay' for training; thats because the BIG boss; aint happy.
ohwells ingrate came down to past time again, and once again sorry;
i'm just not in the mood to do anything. this shit is getting all over me.
more the less im fustrated because i just lost $15 to peter... damnit,
and she doesn't need me to entertain her no more;

i think i'v been a bad bad friend, i'v been thinking much
and i'm sorry; maybe i failed to understand you
i'v got to admit i was harsh; maybe i used the wrong approach.
but it was just in a spur of the moment thing;
all i can say is, sorry.

i'm sorry for what i'v done.
maybe i am an embarressment to you;
everything i say or do must have thrown your face,
when you were with me, you could no longer hold your head up with pride.
for all i did was disgrace you.
yes i am childish but thats the way i am; i am immatured
and if you can't accept it then don't
i won't bring further embarressment to you.
unlike your friends who are all grown up and matured,
i am not like one of them.
yes; i am deprived of childhood,
to be frank i still talk to my imaginary friend everyday; EVERYDAY
he's name is called ; Daddy and yes we talk about everything.
but whenever i talk to him about you, tears just to roll down gently,
suprising? no cos i'm yawning. and i still talk to Him every night;
because thats the only thing i can do now.
and if i shout and scream that i miss you, it wouldn't make a difference
thats because i locked myself in a sound proof room, way to go elmo :)

girl, you need me, no more.
with me all i can give is oat from a wooden spoon.
but with them you get rice from a silver spoon.
together with them you laught at me; not knowing how bad it hurts.
i'm afraid to talk to you; i am, thats why i stay away when you're near.
where are you when i need you.

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
when you don't need me; i'll stand aside
but when you need me; i'll be there for you

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