[JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x];BEWARE OF CARS, THEY BANG PEOPLE DOWN

.Wednesday, April 12, 2006 ' 1:25 AM Y

i love being around you

Well well; lets see i didn't go to work today, YES!
and lady boss is angry; awww...
ohwells, i wasn't quite in the right mindset when i woke up,
7:30: ohhh damnit i don't want to go work; no please
7.35: ahh how how how?
7.50: starts to plan what tell boss
8.00: alrights i'll tell boss i just woke up late.
8.30: *maid comes in* J wake up; wake up, me: ahh go away...
8.45: J u today no SCHOOL ar? ;aiya later la...
9.oo: J you no school ar? duwan go la..let me sleep.
AHAHAHA school :S

anyway i woke up at 1pm; damn i think i should go to work.
*calls boss* :ehh boss sorry ar, i woke up late..i think i go down for 1/2 day.
1.15: waa crap can dun go annot...ted ask me play match for -DreamZ-
1.16: *sms* boss i don't think i going down already, i feel kind of lethargic today
1.20: *reply* this is not a acceptable attitude; you better come down now.
1.25: *calls her* ehh boss are, i really duwan work today..
then she starts with her grandma storry; but theres this phrase
'this is what i advise la, i leave the decision to you'
HELL YES! of course my decision is NO!! im not going!...ahahaha
i think i'm in deepshit already; what if she complains to my dad :/

Anyway yes; i stayed at home to train, and yes! i played for -DreamZ- once again.
the legendary player ELMO =X, and OBVIOUSLY we won right..
thats because got ELMO, so not ted... *VICTORY* then when u press next
WAHHH -DreamZ-G_G has the top score..HELLO PEOPLE THATS ME =X
ME LEII...im top..lalala anyone interested in my replay ...
maybe i can be thier 6th player..LOL
since life is different now; i might as well change it again. we'll see how.

Well after the match i went to train pool again; and ingrate came down to past time.
sorry ingrate, just sorry; i think there's a problems with me. but its just strange.
i'm moodless; and i don't know what to say; everything i say just shuts me up.
and dammit, i lost like a fag today..seriously..i shall comment on my game play today
i'm pissed, and im freakin fustrated with myself.

Trust thats a very big word indeed. What is trust in the first place,
That means not having doubts about someone;
but in this situation; that word no longer lingers in our prescences.
what stands before us are just;doubts,lies,and more lies.
to begin with that was all we ever had; whatever i was thinking,
it was all just stage performance; people who acted, just recited the script,
and gave thier big fake smiles and stupid lies.
but how did things turn out this way; hadn't you known me from the very start.
you don't judge people, based on other peoples opinions; you judge them with your heart.

if you ever see this;
you're happy; i'm happy for you too,
but you need me, no more.
with me all i can give is oat from a wooden spoon.
but with them you get rice from a silver spoon.

when you don't need me; i'll stand aside
but when you need me; i'll be there for you

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
-she doesn't need me.

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