[JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x];BEWARE OF CARS, THEY BANG PEOPLE DOWN

.Wednesday, April 26, 2006 ' 7:52 PM Y

i love being around you

well its been long since i'v last blogged,
anyway all poly's are officially open now.
hmm lets see recently i'v been kinda busy with school and stuff.
and p.s ITS REALLY TIRING.

anyway life in ngee ann is kinda boring i guess,
maybe because i'm in ECE not business studies.
damn, i hate the subjects alot.
and DAMN there's like no hot girls in ECE.
WTH? hello i don't want to spend the next 3 years without hot girls
alrights enought elmo! descency is virtue,
i shall refrain myself from such *^*($&# things =X

anyway its true, i don't like ECE, and to be frank
i stayed up till 4.30am brooding over it and some other stuff.
seriously ECE isn't my type, they make me draw things
when i don't even know how to write well. so clever of them to do that.
anyway i'm gonna take my O'levels english again this year,
and hopefully i'll do well and get into a course i want.
ohya i used to think NP was filled with Regent peeps,
but i was wrong, there's like SOOO FEW. oh my...
all i do is hang out with xing,edwin,chris and norman.
mhmm but i have to comment that. NGEE IS FILLED WITH CHICKS.
see 'NGEE ANN' NOT 'ece' damn.
and yes i just love walking in the atrium and library,
it just makes me go GAGA. hahahah ooops, anyway yes! DESCENCY.
ahem.

ohwells lets see my class has like 20 guys and 2 girls? mhmmm COOL,
maybe i can go gay for a change huh?
and yes i'm making lots of friends now, damn my class is crazy.
THANK GOD THEY DO DOTA. aahahah,
anyway there's this really strange thing that happened today.
3 years back i was attached to this girl, and yes she mentioned to me about
this guy who keeps harressing her, and guess what.
LOL THAT GUYS IN MY CLASS,
i was like erm... you're from kent ridge right? hey you know debbie?
LOL yaya that one, OHHH SO ITS YOU, i was the guy attached to her
while you liked her, AHAAHAH COOL HUH? anyway he's a nice guy
and we're our class jokers, hahax.

everyone has moved on already,
and here i am still stucked in my thoughts.
schools started, and i'm still stumped.
what is it thats really important to me.. why am i so indecisive.
why can't i just move on with life, what am i feeling inside.
you know this feeling sure is kinda f*cked up.
HAO FAN ARHHH...somebody help me.
no one dies a virgin cos life f*cks us all.
you know, im seriously giving it some serious thoughts but,
i'm not getting anywhere,
someone tell me what to do,
talk to me, will you?

ohwelss enough of this shit, i shall rant another day.
anyway i saw you today, but all i did was just hide.
you know what? i don't know why but at the slightest bit of danger
all i do is run, and run. i don't even face it. i just run away.
maybe thats all i'm supposed to do.
run like how forest gum did.

girl i miss you,i really do... talk to me will you?
i don't know what to do. and i don't know what i'm feeling
i'm confused, and i don't want to lose you.

[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
are the things we want the things we need?
if so, why do i feel this way.

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