[JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x];BEWARE OF CARS, THEY BANG PEOPLE DOWN

.Tuesday, April 11, 2006 ' 1:10 AM Y

i love being around you

i'm pooped; there goes my tire.
flat,tired,exhausted, what ever words you have to describe.
yes; the words 'LOW BATT' appears on my fore head.
but before those two words comes another two; 'HEY LOSER'

well works boring; and i'm glad i finished the accounts
for my first company :)
ohwell, after work i went for training again. damn its tiring.
but atleast it keeps my off things;
anway i lost to edwin again, what i was playing: crap.
and the score of 1-5 suits me best; because losers were never meant to win.
losers don't go playin to win,
the go for the sake of losing..
anyway i played against the swee brothers,
won swee hao 2-1 ; and got trashed 7-1 by swee chuan..
and the 1 came from a miss shot by him,
anway he asked me to go down to train tml; swee chuan
if you ever see this; thanks, i won't let you down
thats because i'm aiming much higher.. :)

Ever been to court? ever seen the judge give his verdict;
'I sentence you to life imprisonment' ,for what reasons i don't know
but the world revolves and there's a reason for everything.
why are the guilty ones getting scort free,
and the innocent being wronged. One reason for it
thats because people take sides; for one reason or another.
and when a innocent person gets charged for something he has done,
what can he say; so no matter how clear his consciences are, theres nothing he can do.
onces the judge gives his sentence, no matter how much he pleads, its not use
for the mindset of the judge is set on just giving the sentence and nothing else.
Ever heard of the phrase 'tiao jing huang he.. ye xi bu qing'
no matter how hard you try, you won't be able to prove your innocence.

But here comes the catchy part; why do the guilty ones get scort free.
i have no idea; maybe because everyone turned thier backs on the innocent.
everyone has take taken sides for the wrong the reasons, not the sincere ones.
and yes; the next question is why did they do it?
to get what they want; people resort in scheming methods.
and thats signals the start of a game called 'manipulation'
i have to admit, it was on purpose; -sorrry? *not.
i wanted you back,i wanted to hurt him.yes. thats me.
ever heard a wolf under a sheeps skin; -think about it.
believe me or not.it matters no more.
the sentence has be passed down.
i am guilty, but i have a reason for all this sayings.
one cannot change the mindsets of others; so the matter of yes or no, doesn't even exist.
to be exact. sorry aint gonna help. because i don't mean it.
this is the real me, believe me; you have yet to see the 'truth'
and if you don't know; thanks you for your doubts.
you are much appreciated. but i this is me. bite me. hate me.dispise me.get angry with me.

ingrate sorry i didn't accompany you, hope you understand; edwin thanks for being there.
butta, thanks for being there for me, with deepest gratitudes;
to people who cheered me up just now; thanks for the advice and the open ears for my droning past.
xing thanks for understanding me ; ivan for the win it shall be; ted good luck tml;

[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x\]
trust? ;i always did, but enought of this cherade.
;explaining wouldn't make a difference.

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