[JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x];BEWARE OF CARS, THEY BANG PEOPLE DOWN

.Thursday, April 06, 2006 ' 12:34 PM Y

i love being around you

Geesh; its 2 more days till saturday!!
COMPETITION DAY; excited yes, going to lose yes.
HAHAHA; i'll pray hard about it,
not to win; but not to embarress myself!.
i want to have fun; fun being a loser.

and damn; i lost to edwin again 7-2
to be frank, i'm not doing very well,
the only thing im doing well is; deceiving myself about
me improving, which i don't see.
I am totally lost whenever i play with him,is it me
or are we on a different level, i don't want to lose!

anyway i spoke to regina today; she said
'life may get a lil screwed; but after sometime,
everything will be back to normal' hopefully this happens
because before i know anything; my worlds already crumbling down on me.

OH YA, i did something cool in the office today.
i slept during my lunch break because i was too
sleepy and tired :S YAWNN.

Dear 'somebody' -iliterally ;if you ever read this.
can you message me
can we go out everytime and just enjoy each others company
can i bite you whenever i'm down
can i call you in the middle of the night just to tell you my problems
can i pinch your nose and just laugh at you.
can i beat your head because you're dumb
can i hold your hand because u walked the wrong way.
can i?

Dear 'Nobody' ; -literally
can you be my companion, can you be my confidente.
can you not only see what i see ;but feel what i feel inside.
can things go back to the way it was. can we just smile being with each other.
can i be the one who wait on you.

Dear 'My-body'
Yes; i know i'm sexy
with my 8o0 packs. damn im hot; call me
bread pig, arnold shoot si nei ge,wonder bunny
call me Jeremy :)

Regina thanks for the chat; mavis my darling, i told you im not mean.im so GOOD, and im replying HERE. ;
ivan i ate your grandma too; teddy saturday alrights! watch the loser lose; butta i don't want to lose the bet.
loser i don't care u must come on sunday, pretty please =X
but i still will pray that both of us find out happiness; ingrate 2 words 'miss you' ;nobody 3 words 'miss you too'
AHAHAAHA IM CUTE.

[`\____Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
when you don't need me; i'll stand aside
but when you need me; i'll be there for you.
-are you happy with life? :S -im not.

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