.Friday, March 31, 2006 ' 12:25 AM Y
i love being around you
Have you ever felt like breaking down.Have you ever felt you're out of place, like somehow u just don't belong here.Have you ever felt your worlds crashing down on you; and all you can do is helplessly just watch it come down on you.Have you ever felt like u never existed in this world. Have you ever thought your life was so colourful but it was only total darkness?
Have you ever felt like locking yourself in your room.Have you ever felt like running away; when just going to the park for hours would keep you off from thinking.Have you ever screamed so loud but no one was there to hear you screaming. Have you ever hid in a corner of your room; just tearing away, with the walls remaining silent. have you ever turned the music so loud; but all you hear was yourself crying.
Have you felt that everything was alright when the fact nothing was. Have you ever felt your life was just like a movie; feelings was just the characters but not in reality.Have you ever been kicked when you were down;and no hands came forward to help you. Have you ever felt you've been left out.
Have you ever felt you were stuck in a world you hate.Have you ever felt you were stranded all alone on an island.Have ever talked to a goldfish;and imagine replies you would want to hear.Have you ever played with your imaginary friend.
Have you ever felt you were sick of your friends; with all thier big fake smiles and stupid lies.Have you ever felt they all turned thier backs on you.Have you ever felt that they were just hypocrites.Have you ever felt they just took advantage of you.Have you ever felt like an old item;when they just left you for new things.Have ever felt so stupid;knowing that they were just using you. Have you ever felt you were lefted out in the dark. Have you ever felt you were never treated like a friend in return.Have they ever thought of thier actions.have you ever been stabbed in the back.
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Have you ever cherished your best friend so much;but just to know he/she was never there.Have you ever wish you could turn back time so all this would not have happened.Have you ever wished that he/she would be there for you;even in times of crisis.Have u ever thought he/she would leave you to find a new companion.Have you ever felt so hopeless in a friendship. Have you ever expected that one day things would turn out like this.Have you ever cherished me.
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Have you ever felt someone just took everything away from you.Have you ever wished that things would come back eventually.Have you ever thought something you once lost;would be of use again.
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Have you ever been hurt so much; but in reality you were numb and never felt a thing.Have you ever thought things could be the same;but in reality it never was.Have you ever wished all this never happened;and return to the past.Have you ever thought you were needed;but to think of it,he/she had never needed you.Have you ever felt you were first in que;but the fact is you were at the other end of the waiting list.Have you ever waited;but in the end things never came back.Have you ever wished he/she would come after you;but never came chasing.Have u ever felt he/she had nothing;but in reality was fed by the silver spoon.Have you ever needed me;do you.
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Have you ever been on the edge of breaking down;but no one was there to save you.Have you ever thought that everyone was praying for you;the truth, no one was.Have you ever wanted a companion;a confidente,someone to depend on.Have you ever thought i would write something like this;when all this were facts.
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nice one there; u all ask me play?
but in the end problems occured.
you guys don't know how to wait?
fine don't ask me to play next time.
thanks for wasting my time.
have you ever felt the way i feel;have you
you might think i'm happy,but i'm not gonna be okie.
Welcome to my life.
[`\___Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
when you don't need me i'll stand aside.
but when you need me; i'll be there for you.
