.Thursday, February 16, 2006 ' 2:07 PM Y
i love being around you
well i had a dream last night.
okay, make it a nightmare.
anyway here it goes,
One day i decided to go fishing with my friends.
And there was this so called 'River' near my house.
anway we decided to go there and fish.
To or dismay the river was filled with fishes,
ugly fishes -.-
and the water was almost dry..
i could pick up a fish just by using my hands.
Anyway then came along this maid.
there was this pot of water nearby..
she said : Do not drink any water from this.
As time went by i started to get thirsty.
So not heeding her advice i took a few mouths
of water from that pot.It didn't taste different,
so ya another, 'Girl-friend'(actually i forgot who she was)
took a sip too. and then headed back to my house.
anyway when we were about to go home,
after doin. I DON'T KNOW WHAT? (not fishing)
i looked at all the fish, in the pond.
and felt;Hey the water drying up.
So i might as well pour some in..
I poured 2 big scopes of water in to the 'River'
Then suddenly the maid rushed out,
and asked what i doing.
Maid: Do you know what ya doing?
Maid: That pot of water has AIDS inside.
I was tottally stunned.
i drank that water.
i did...
IM GONNA DIE OF AIDS
I rushed back home.And saw that girl crying,
I guess she already knew bout it.
At that moment i was in a daze.
I brushed my teeth non-stop
i even drank Listerine down.
Anyway it was so called '1 week before O'levels'
My mum said i need not go already.
My heart was tottally broken.
Anyway as time pass,i hadthis mega party.
and some classy western restaurent.
The food was nice!! Pizza and home made
bread. MADE ON THE SPOT!!
any i guess it was my birthday party.
well maybe a Goodbye party.
hmm, all my friends was there.
Even people who i didn't know came.
Anyway what bothered me was,
i was sittting at this table.
Yep i saw erm,mummy,teddy,manda,jo
and someone i din know.
Yep mummy asked who was jo also.
Blah blah blahh...and it seemed my mum knew who
manda was -.- the keep talkin n talkin.
Hmmm anyway i was like sort of in charge.
THERE WAS A SHORTAGE OF CHEFS 3 to be exact
The bill was $888!
And and there were 24 tables!!
I had to serve my friends and stuff.
and take orders for them.
ITS LIKE IM THIER SLAVE
and they were pretty lazy.
Anyway i was kinda tired.Then i think manda told
jo about the situation.YAYA I'v got AIDS.
and im gonna die.YAY 3 cheers.
anyway jo started tearing.so did manda.
And suddenly they were outta that place.
(They just disappeared btw)
soon everyone left the place.
one by one my friends just left me.
not even one of them showed a sign of grattitude.
they just left..
one bye one..
it just seemed that my world was falling apart.
All they came for was the free food.
and not for me.
Who would even care if i freakin died.
If one day something happened to me.
Would everyone neglect me..
and just turn thier back on me...
Is that what friends are for?
To just leave u in the lurch.
And whenever u need them,Thier not there.
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