.Monday, November 21, 2005 ' 7:15 PM Y
i love being around you
hmm recently been kinda moodless...
dunno why...
just that i get very fustrated when things don't go right...
things lyke waiting etc..just gets on my nerves...
wonder whats happening to me...
been unhappy with many things recently i guess..
also been showing my attitude quite often also...
why am i lyke tt...
maybe i just need some time off for myself ba...
i just feel somethings are not right...
my friends,my buddies,my life,everything..
i'm not happy...haix
[`\____JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\____x]
and now in the middle of the night...
i cry over the same damned thing...
:: where am i heading in life? ::
. ' 5:01 PM Y
i love being around you
bored :)
and now i cry in the middle of the night
over the same damned thing. . .
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___]
.Saturday, November 19, 2005 ' 6:13 PM Y
i love being around you
hmm after training for sometime...
i don't understand why u wanna leave..
after so long..we finally can have the perfact line up..
remember those days when we won so many competitions...
that even the first in Singapore asked us for training ...
we were one of the top...
reforming this team was really my dream...
dunno what happend to u all...
just becos we mia for 2 weeks...
den suddenly u all give up...
what the hell is going on...
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\__x]
.Thursday, November 17, 2005 ' 1:23 AM Y
i love being around you
once again hiro commented about me...
and how noob i was in the match...
haiz am i really that noob...
that he keep picking on me?
sigh...
.Sunday, November 13, 2005 ' 6:25 PM Y
i love being around you
zz just lose to kal...
now they all are laughin at me...
mother fuckers..i am damn pissed off..
2nd time in a match i use fv...
2nd time i use fv lose...
2nd time we lose...
WTF? i hate them...everything is so fucked up..
when they cheat...they deny...
then everyone say is i say one..
fuckers...the fact is they cheat...knn
den now everyone aim me...
i train so hard to use another character...
and guess what they make me use a fucked character...
now i have use a fucked character to play...
and obviously...i got fucked :)
now hiro is laughin at me...
i feel so depressed...
really...
[02:32]
HE IS WHAT ?
[02:32] THE FV ?
[02:32] fv
[02:32] x=
[02:32] HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA
[02:32] HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA
[02:32] THAT ONE IS THE MOSt NOOB PLS
[02:32] WANNA BODDOR
[02:32] ALSO CAN GO IN LAST
[02:32] LOL
[02:32] FIRST ONE TO DIE
[02:32] FAILURE
[02:32] TOTALLY
[02:33] then the items
[02:33] IS
[02:33] REALLY...
[02:33] .
[02:33] 4 NULL
[02:33] WTF
[02:34] GOSU FV OR JOke FV ? xD
zz hiro jitao humiliate me...
fuckin hate him...and his attitude..zz
im totally pissed off...
and depressed now...
fuck everything...
.Saturday, November 05, 2005 ' 12:03 AM Y
i love being around you
outing was fun...really very fun...another event to be remembered..eXiT Rox!LoL...[`\JuX.tHe.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]2 more days till O levels...im still not prepared...but i'll do my best..
.Friday, November 04, 2005 ' 3:31 PM Y
i love being around you
hmm today was still okie i guess?
last night stayed up to study...hmm kinda tired...
anyway i sleep around 4..and woke up at 11..
hahax then i had tuition at 3...
hahax kinda no life rite...
anyway 4 days more to O levels...
i really regret not studyin earlier...
now in such a panicky state...
im gonna do my best too study...
weeeeeee...i hope i can meet my goals...
anyway after tuition i went out for a family dinner..
hahax we went to eat sushi buffet @ some restaurent..
hmm the food was good..and we really enjoyed it...
after dinner we went to bugis street...hahax...
i bought a cool bag..so so niceeeee...
N-I-C-E ! LoL...but i really pity the sales lady..
really ke lian..my brother n parents keep askin for bargain..
i mean she already gave me a $4 discount...
hey ppl needa make a living also...
don't put ppl in a spot..
sometimes i really don't understand u ppl...
i really hurts my heart to see thigns lyke tis...
another thing is..tml we'r going out to eat...
eXiT..hopefully ba...
xiang sort of should me attp...i that really tick me off..
eLmo: Tml buffet and kbox...
Xiang: u all go kbox then i go home ba..
eLmo: wa lao den i duwan treat u le..psk...
Xiang: k. bye.
wth..u say u wan buffet..anything...i want kbox...
i just wanna have fun together...haix..
anyway u gonna have fun tml with christabell..
whatever...
aiya forget it....i g n t s....he's my buddy..
and i should understand his situation..
but somethings lyke choosing where to eat and stuff..
i really don't understand..
this one cannot...that one cannot...
i really try very hard by givin u guys a treat le..
i just wish we could have fun together..
and strenghten our friendship..
who knows what may happen tml..
what if something happened to me...
even if i die..i wanna die with my memories with u guys...
im using my own money to make u all happy...
but why can't u all just accmodate with me...
why can't u all understand how i feel...
i really dunno what to do...
sorry guys...i just wanna voice out my feelings...
i don't wanna loose my buddies again...
[`\JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___x]
dilemma-
