.Friday, September 30, 2005 ' 11:27 AM Y
i love being around you
haix today i received my accounts paper...not what i had expected...why did i do so badly, i could score so well for paper 1but my paper 2,...haixwas it really that tought?really felt like crying when i received it...maybe im just not trying hard enought...::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+sometimes i wonder if life is really worth it,then i look at your smile and i know it is.because i'm deeply in love with you.[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\]
why do i have to deny my feelings::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+
.Thursday, September 29, 2005 ' 12:43 PM Y
i love being around you
hmm i got back some of my results today...not what i had in mind...but still, what can i expect from such laziness..i don't know why, but everyone's asking for my results...don't bother asking,cos all u'r going to know isssssI SCORED HIGHER DEN YOU!wakaka..jokin jokin...with such crappy results...i think i can be last in class :)anyway my com in spoilt..finally nothing gonna distract meim gonna do well for my O's and get into a good jc!::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+ :: no matter how much i try not to think..you still come into my mind..why i do i miss you? ....-gai bu gai jiu suan le diao tuo jiu zhou, que fang qi bu liao-[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\]::Love is elusive::::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+ :: i wish someone could be here for me
.Tuesday, September 27, 2005 ' 12:09 PM Y
i love being around you
why is my world falling down on me...
let see, today wasn't a good day either..
first of all, lots of things happpen..
and they weren't good..
firstlyi woke up late for school..
hmm thats cause i stayed up to catch ma xiao linganyway school was average, had career day...
the speaker was fantastic..*speechless*
anyway i had to leave earlier to go for my CL-B oral..
hmm thats when all the trouble started...
first i received a call saying my friend wasn't able
to pay the money he loss in soccer..
first of all, $200 is not a small figure..
where do you expect me to find all that money..
secondly i told u very clearly about the dates etc...
thirdly you won't be getting into trouble..
ITS ME GOD DAMN IT...
i did it out of good will,
and there u go taking advantage of me..
why was i even so stupid to help you out...
am i really that dumb?
another things is, i bought a graphics card for $550
and yes i got f***ing cheated...
that wasn't the price of the card...
that piece of shit he passed me was onli 200 odd..
why was so dumb to believe everything he say...
anyway thankfully my brother told me early...
so i confronted the guy who sold me the tthing...
how unlucky can i be...
why am i so dumb...
am i really that gullible...
why does everyone take advantage of me..
do u all know how f***ing miserable i am..
i even lost the girl i love so much..
why must u all continue to torture me...
i really can't take the pain anymore...
this life is really pissing me off!
[`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\]
*i'm not even fit to be a dog, im far to dumb to be one*moodless-
.Monday, September 26, 2005 ' 3:59 AM Y
i love being around you
moodless-.
.Sunday, September 25, 2005 ' 1:07 PM Y
i love being around you
even thought i went out with my friends today..i still don't feel any better...why is it that i can't do things rite?this life of mine is really pissing me off..i wish this feeling would go away::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+ :: a frown behind a laughter :: why?[`\__NoT.thE.SamE .oLd.eLmo\-]PMS!::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+
. ' 3:28 AM Y
i love being around you
how long can i take this insanityi hate you,i hate you!do you know how miserable you make my life?how i wish u could just disappear..no one understands mei don't even know myselfGO AWAY!
.Wednesday, September 21, 2005 ' 6:06 AM Y
i love being around you
hmm let see i had my geog and maths today...ermm i think i did quite okie for both of this exams..anyway what can i expect from one day of studyin...i thinkin i''ll be more then content to get a Bwhy am i still so slack...hmmm >_<::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+ "zHu ReN"- hmm hehex dun worry your lil doggie is very understanding...hmm dun worry next time you blog, i shall inspire u with my doggie luv..wakakahehex anyway zhu ren...know u kinda down, bu yao sad le..u know even though doggie's shoulder is kinda low...u can always lie on me one..hahaxone things for sure there's always a brand new day :)*big fatty lick on zhu rens face*::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+Here I am, once again I'm torn into piecesCan't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes[-eXiT\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\] ::yi ge ren de ji mo ::
.Monday, September 19, 2005 ' 6:00 AM Y
i love being around you
why am i still slacking...im the midst of my examination..yet instead of working hard..im just lazing around doing nothing? why don't i feel motivated at all..hmm hopefully someone or something will inspire me..hopefully >.<::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+ni hai hao ba...its been long since i last talked to you..kinda miss you now....so many things to catch up on...::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+A friendship requires trust, and thats why my buddies have acquire of me.[-eXiT\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\] - Believe in miracles but don't depend on them:: yi ge ren de ji mo ::
.Saturday, September 17, 2005 ' 8:16 PM Y
i love being around you
hmm stayed home today...was kinda boring hahax...i spent most of my day either infront of my comor taking short naps...don't really have to mood to study already...anyway im bored now..thats why im blogging...everyones out having reunions...and as for me..im all alone at home...i feel so envious of other families..today's wenyen birthday also..xiang they all went out to celebrate...haiz i feel so left out...::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+
sometimes i wonder if life is really worth it,then i look at your smile and i know it is.because i'm deeply in love with you.[-\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\]:: yi ge ren de ji mo ::::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+
. ' 4:23 AM Y
i love being around you
my love for you is beyond description
.Friday, September 16, 2005 ' 7:08 AM Y
i love being around you
no matter how hard i try...i still get no where...i don't wanna fail my accounts-sigh[-\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\]:: yi ge ren de ji mo ::
.Wednesday, September 14, 2005 ' 2:35 PM Y
i love being around you
hmm lets see i skipped school today...hahax..anyway i just woke up....YAWNNNkinda had a nightmare >_<hmm anyway i decided to stay at home to study my chem...my chems on thursday and im still not tt good...geesh i think im nt gonna do well for my exam...there go's my 1st 3mnths in jc... = ([SomEtimEs.i.wIsh.I.NevEr.LovEd.You][`\___JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\]-.
. ' 1:06 PM Y
i love being around you
lets see today was kinda boring...hahax went to for chem tuition today...lolx hope my chem can pass worr...anyway after tuition kinda went home wit joce...chatted for a while den she left to meet someonee...hahax diaox...anyway here i am blogging...kinda sleepy le wor..hmm tml is the start of our prelims le..and i still so far behind...geesh im so screwed..hahax..anyway good luck everyone..do your best ya = )::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+sometimes i wish i didn't love you...even if i told you how much i felt for you..it wouldn't make a difference..maybe somethings are just meant to be like that..::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+`\____when its time to move,i'll move on =D `\__]-[JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo]
.Wednesday, September 07, 2005 ' 2:01 PM Y
i love being around you
okie lets see i woke up late for school today...crap right? actually its nt considered late...i thought my lesson started at 10.30...but guess wat chemistry practical was at 9...hahaxso i decided not to go to school..anyway today was quite slack unlike yesterday...yestarday was terribly horrid..i studied the whole day...anyway i had a soccer match today...erm kinda sprained my ankle again >_< after my soccer i rushed straight for my chem tuition despite the pain..hahax looky here..im so hardworking *touched*hmm anyway i went to see a physician after chemistry...lolx my leg smells like dog crap now..eeeeks *faints*::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+Hmm its been long since i last talked to you...really miss ya with all my heart...i don't know why but i feel that without you..somethings amiss in my life...really wish you were right here with me..to be there whenever i need you..::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+Zhu Ren:arhh it's been so long since i last talked to you..kinda miss you too...so many things to catch up with...hmm wonder what ya doing now...muz be watchin tv..hahaxnever chat, never blog...im gonna die le...im already suffering from (missing owner sympthoms & i need doggie food sympthoms) hahax i have yet to recieve my doggie snacks also..please mail it to me @ 11 Sessame street drive, unit elmo's house...faster online lil girl = )::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+SweE HaOu better stop flirting with my sister if not SOMEBODY'S GONNA GET A HURT REAL BAD!hahax diaox...::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+CocOdun worry with me around, anything is possible...im gonna kick butt during the competition..gambateh!!! ^-^[eXiT RoxOr!]::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+Teddy arr tedddyytuition? lolx im still gonna win u in maths no matter what..tml i shall get my free cup of milo![eXiT RoxOr!]::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+Surfy babyyyu owe me $20 u bugger...dun think i forget hor!wakaakak = )dun forget to watch me own titans okie? Simplicity eLmo fraggin with ProStyle.WE ARE WAITING FOR U TO QUIT WWTS![eXiT RoxOr!]::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+Joeythe noobest in the team...dun forget to remind me to bring those MADE in USA bullets on compeition day..lolx ur zeus sux btw ^^my morph owns+::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+-::+I wasn't meant to love you.I wasn't supposed to care.I wasn't supposed to live my life wishing you were there.But how am i suppose to say sorry.When i can't help falling in love with you.[`\__JuX.tHe.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___][E.x.I.t KICK ASS MAN!! teddy's ass]-
.Tuesday, September 06, 2005 ' 2:50 PM Y
i love being around you
hmm kinda sleepy so just decided to post this.hahax the guys part is kinda true...but i wonder if the girls but is...hmmm anyway been studying for the past few days so may not blog much kekex..[`\_JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___]-dilemmasometimes i really wish you were right here...wo zhi dao ni he ni de nan haiyou duo me de tian misuo yi wo cai jing jing shuo hu nimei yi ci kan ta jin jin la zhe ni shuo wo yan lei bu ting de liu zhi hao mo mo tui houwo shen me do mei shuojin jin ren zhu tong-Sou yi-Message to Girls: This is how a guy feels!1.Guys may be flirting around all day but beforethey go to sleep, they always think about the girlthey truly care about.2.Before they call, guys try to plan out a little aboutwhat they're gonna say so there aren't awkwardpauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes along.3.Guys go crazy over a girl's smile4.Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.5.A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy youtalk to.6.Don't talk about your guy friends to yourboyfriend.7.Guys get jealous easily8.Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.9.Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girlspresents. So they come up with ideas like savingtheir lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.10.Girls are guys' weaknesses.11.If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice12.Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls.We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.13.Guys think WAY too much. One small thing agirldoes, even if she doesn't notice it can make theguy think about it for hours, trying to figure outwhat it meant.14.If the guy does something stupid in front of thegirl, he will think about it for the next couple daysor until the next time he spends time with the girl.15.~When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he'sjust actually saying, "Please come and listen tome."Message to Guys: This are how a girl feels
1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to
each
other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Dont force her to do anything.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as
long as possible.
9. Say I love you.....and mean it.
10. Pick her over ur friends.. no matter what. even
if your friends call u a whimp11. comfort her when she cries.
12. love her with all your heart.
13.Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and
say put me down but really shes loves it).
.Sunday, September 04, 2005 ' 4:52 AM Y
i love being around you
hehex goin to manda's birthday chalet now..anyway decided to blog now cos i maybe home late today...hmm its the holidays now...gonna be fun?nahh lets see i'v got school on -->Monday: 9-11 maths , 12-1 chem ,1-3 + maths tuition from 5-7Tuesday 8-10 chem, 10.30-12.30 maths, + chem tuition 5-7Wednesday: 9-11 maths , + english + maths tuition 5-7Thursday: 9-11 maths, + accounts tuitionwakakak + sat and sunday accounts tuition...hahax damnit no time to play le..exams coming le [l1r5<15]>
what if you were sick, would there be anyone for you
what if you were sad, would there be anyone to hear you
what if you fell down, would there be anyone to pick you up
what if your blanket fell off, would there be anyone to cover you again?
what if, what if, what if . . .
[`\__Jux.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\_]-
sometimes i wish i could be the one by you side.
.Friday, September 02, 2005 ' 2:59 PM Y
i love being around you
hehex today i went to norman's house ...hehex had lotz of fun there...we all played pool for like 5hrs? hahax crazy rite..hmm anyway i tink i got my ass kicked in almost everything..lolx i was the so called best player in pool..budden norman kept winning me..strange ya?anyway i also lost in dai-dee also....hahax nbm wat to do...such a innocent boi like medunno how to gamble 1 =X hahax ard 7+ i went to the bball court..den there was this small kid dere...hmm he was like sec 1? lolx i dunno..i was like 1 1/2 heads taller den him...den in my mind was like (YEAH FINALLY CAN WIN PPL)anyway i asked him if he wanted to play wit me..OH MY GOD..HE KICKED MY ASS MAN...lolx the score was like 11-6? hahax diaox...he was super hyper active...blehx been such a long time since i last played..getting kinda rusty i guess...hahax anyway exams coming le..time to get serious..blehx aiming for <15>
[`\_JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo`\___]
-miss ya,from the bottom of my heart- ^-^
.Thursday, September 01, 2005 ' 3:18 PM Y
i love being around you
hmm watched the video again...arhh so so sad...everytime i watch it..my tears wanna come out :'(haiz.- because im a guy - [`\__JuX.ThE.SamE.oLd.eLmo___]
